How dumb am I?

**PittsburghPlayer** · 08-24-19, 09:58 AM

at least the criminal bitch is spooked after 3 or 4 days
30 years ago he would have been beaten and bloodied without the heat ever knowing

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 10:30 AM

He wants no charges pressed. Like that guaranteed before I even get the car back, and $150. This shit is so dumb. Just tell me where it is, and I’ll get it then let me deal with my mom and keeping her away. Now he’s trying to get me to give him the money, and he’ll come pick me up and bring me to it. If not, it’ll be chopped up. Well, my mom is calling the cops to his house now which he clearly ain’t at. I could have taken care of this easily. Never should have told her.

**Big Bear** · 08-24-19, 10:38 AM

cuser great job with the thread man

this thread got more view than any thread in the last 3 months

why???!?

great title for one

America loves this kind of stuff

tell people you are doing bad and they will put their arm around you and spoon you

tell people you are doing good and rich and they will stone you

**allabout the $$$** · 08-24-19, 10:43 AM

Originally posted by Cuse0323

He wants no charges pressed. Like that guaranteed before I even get the car back, and $150. This shit is so dumb. Just tell me where it is, and I’ll get it then let me deal with my mom and keeping her away. Now he’s trying to get me to give him the money, and he’ll come pick me up and bring me to it. If not, it’ll be chopped up. Well, my mom is calling the cops to his house now which he clearly ain’t at. I could have taken care of this easily. Never should have told her.

You couldn't have taken care of shit easily. Your mom is harassing him your looking for him and you haven't found him. If you did find him he would offer you some rock and you would take it cause your hooked.

Let's get to the real question how is your damn dog? You obviously dont give a shit about anyone else but yourself I hope he hasn't died

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 11:19 AM

Originally posted by allabout the $$$

You couldn't have taken care of shit easily. Your mom is harassing him your looking for him and you haven't found him. If you did find him he would offer you some rock and you would take it cause your hooked.

Let's get to the real question how is your damn dog? You obviously dont give a shit about anyone else but yourself I hope he hasn't died

My dog is great. Well fed, plenty of water, and just laying next to me. Not sure why you think I only care about myself. I made mistakes trusting everyone else, and not thinking. I didn’t even get any crack or anything for letting him use the car. She spooked him cause now his name is out there, and they’re looking for the car. He eventually would have brought it back if he didn’t have the cops on his ass. The cops want me to tell him I have his money, then set a meet up and call them. But, he won’t even be there and my car is who knows where. He just wants to give me the key. Real helpful. His baby mama is gonna end up meeting me, so I guess she’s gonna have to deal with the police. She doesn’t even know where he is, I’m sure. He’s been up for weeks and is losing his mind. I’ll probably end up dead. I just don’t want anyone
else to get hurt.

**allabout the $$$** · 08-24-19, 11:23 AM

Why do I think you only care about yourself?

Look at every decision in this thread and who was it all for ? You. Your mom does all she can for you and you still penetrate up. Your dog was alone for 16 hours. In another post you said something else about your dog that you did. All you give a shit about is yourself and your drinking/drugs.

**PittsburghPlayer** · 08-24-19, 12:05 PM

No bro, he was trying to help these losers at the expense of his Mother
very normal for 12 year old boys

living close to him I wanted to see him succeed, at first
now I dig the train wreck

**The Kraken** · 08-24-19, 12:42 PM

Making an addict feel worse about their life and decisions, and adding to the guilt they already feel only fuels their addiction.

Cuser the people close to you won’t care about any of this in a year, they’ll just be happy you’re alive and well, and you’ll be wondering why you chose to feel like shit for so long.

We addicts love the idea of reaching rock-bottom before we turn everything around. I don’t know why that is. You’re there man.

Don’t worry about the car, the cops, Shaky, your mom, etc.... all those things are distracting you from focusing on the real problem. I know how tough it is man, the excuses we look for, the distractions we create all to avoid the inevitable.

Be selfish, brother. Focus on nothing other than you, your own mental health, being happy and finding new things that make you happy. Take pride in how fukked up you are because when you do beat this, your story is going to be that much more powerful and impactful to others that may be going through the same thing you once did.

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 01:20 PM

Had it all set up. Told him I had his money. Had the police there, in marked cars though of course. Could have got him, but they’re still on this whole the car wasn’t stolen thing so we can’t do anything. He saw them obviously. I told him they thought I was suspicious, and rolled up on me. He says he just wants to give the car back, and I believe him this time. I just don’t have money to give him. Why do you need money when you got to use a car for days, and dropping it off in a parking lot would mean your freedom? My feet are swollen from my kidneys failing. Not sure I can push through it, and work. Body is falling apart. I probably will be dead soon. Can barely walk. I really can’t lose this job, but I’ve put myself in a great position to do so. Can’t even put my shoes on, but I gotta work somehow.

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 01:21 PM

Originally posted by The Kraken

Making an addict feel worse about their life and decisions, and adding to the guilt they already feel only fuels their addiction.

Cuser the people close to you won’t care about any of this in a year, they’ll just be happy you’re alive and well, and you’ll be wondering why you chose to feel like shit for so long.

We addicts love the idea of reaching rock-bottom before we turn everything around. I don’t know why that is. You’re there man.

Don’t worry about the car, the cops, Shaky, your mom, etc.... all those things are distracting you from focusing on the real problem. I know how tough it is man, the excuses we look for, the distractions we create all to avoid the inevitable.

Be selfish, brother. Focus on nothing other than you, your own mental health, being happy and finding new things that make you happy. Take pride in how fukked up you are because when you do beat this, your story is going to be that much more powerful and impactful to others that may be going through the same thing you once did.

I don’t even care what anyone thinks. Nothing can make me feel worse than I already do. I don’t think I’m gonna beat it man. I feel like death, and organs are failing.

**The Kraken** · 08-24-19, 01:51 PM

No one ever thinks they’re gonna beat it, yet somehow many people do.

Im not sure why some people do, and others don’t, wish I knew that answer. But anyone can, some just don’t. The choice is ours

**pablo222** · 08-24-19, 02:40 PM

Dont give up Cuse. Hang in there. Power through.

**allabout the $$$** · 08-24-19, 03:16 PM

Originally posted by Cuse0323

I don’t even care what anyone thinks. Nothing can make me feel worse than I already do. I don’t think I’m gonna beat it man. I feel like death, and organs are failing.

have you had a drink or did any drugs the last 2 days?

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 07:03 PM

Originally posted by allabout the $$$

have you had a drink or did any drugs the last 2 days?

I’m taking Xanax to get off the booze as originally intended. No money for anything else. I did some drugs yesterday. That’ll do it. My foot is double in size. My boss is about done with me. I’m sick when I think what I’ve done. I’m just so depressed that yeah, I do wanna do drugs and drink still. Someone told the police I traded the car for drugs which is completely false. I got nothing from it. They just look at me as a loser, and couldn’t care less. My neighbor is doing more work. Back to the bottom where I belong.

**leetreaper** · 08-24-19, 07:05 PM

Both mistakes on Miami coach, not going on a 4th and 2 after completely being in control early and multiple missed tackles, not to mention a fake punt, cmon

**HurryUpAndDrink** · 08-24-19, 07:23 PM

damn brother, tough break

im sorry Cuser

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 07:59 PM

Originally posted by leetreaper

Both mistakes on Miami coach, not going on a 4th and 2 after completely being in control early and multiple missed tackles, not to mention a fake punt, cmon

Completely forgot we had football. Damn it. Still have a $100 FP to try to make 30K.

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 08:04 PM

My man at Youwager told me to take the points here too. Damn.

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 08:08 PM

Feel like I should just take a shot with Hawaii ML. Fck it. I have to go for the gold.

My neighbor thinks he found my car though. Really good guy when you get to know him. He’s using his connections to find his location, and all that good stuff. He despises thieves, and probably me a bit as he’s asked about drugs a lot. Told him I just drink. My kidneys are tingling. I have to flush em out, and drain my feet. Must work tomorrow. I’ll do it regardless. I’ll show the boss my feet, and still work.

**leetreaper** · 08-24-19, 08:09 PM

MIA recovers as a better team should, great job boys, fukk the coach...

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 08:16 PM

Originally posted by leetreaper

MIA recovers as a better team should, great job boys, fukk the coach...

Not a Manny fan? He fckin up Cuser style tonight? Well that would mean he blows this one for sure.

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 08:33 PM

My neighbor found the damn thing like a fckin detective. I could get it, but he doesn’t think it’s safe. My mom hasn’t answered yet. If I get the go ahead then I’m going to get my damn car back. But, they want to do some document first so the police can handle it. But, it’s sitting there for the taking. Damn it. I’m not afraid of that fckin skinny little bitch or anyone down there. They don’t shoot white boys.

**allabout the $$$** · 08-24-19, 08:36 PM

Originally posted by Cuse0323

I’m taking Xanax to get off the booze as originally intended. No money for anything else. I did some drugs yesterday. That’ll do it. My foot is double in size. My boss is about done with me. I’m sick when I think what I’ve done. I’m just so depressed that yeah, I do wanna do drugs and drink still. Someone told the police I traded the car for drugs which is completely false. I got nothing from it. They just look at me as a loser, and couldn’t care less. My neighbor is doing more work. Back to the bottom where I belong.

If all of this doesn't make you get right I dont think anything will

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 08:39 PM

If she doesn’t answer, and I can find a ride. Damn it. I may just do it. It’s penetrating there. He knows exactly where, and has pictures from google earth or whatever diagramming for me where it is. I have gout like a bitch, but I’ll walk my ass right up to my car and if Shaky wants to go we can go. That 120 pound little black bitch. Beat him with one foot.

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 08:47 PM

I’m not afraid of the damn hood. I want my car. Fck the police around here. They are zero help. We had him setup today. They bring marked cars. They have him pinged all over, but it’s not stolen in their mind.

**The Kraken** · 08-24-19, 08:51 PM

If you and shaky end up throwing and you get it on video, I’ll send you $100 btc... but you have to fight him barefoot

**jts1207** · 08-24-19, 08:56 PM

Originally posted by The Kraken

If you and shaky end up throwing and you get it on video, I’ll send you $100 btc... but you have to fight him barefoot

Worldstar

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 08:56 PM

Now I’m in a texting battle with the neighbor where he’s telling me about his expensive business. I’ll deal with it for what he did for me. But mom needs to give me the go ahead now. It’s barely sticking out between two houses built back to back. I can run through the trees along each house and get in, in no time and be out. We lose a key, and maybe an insurance claim but she’s suing so whatever. My foot feels ready to roll.

**KVB** · 08-24-19, 08:57 PM

Originally posted by The Kraken

If you and shaky end up throwing and you get it on video, I’ll send you $100 btc... but you have to fight him barefoot

Oh my.

**jts1207** · 08-24-19, 09:05 PM

Originally posted by Cuse0323

Now I’m in a texting battle with the neighbor where he’s telling me about his expensive business. I’ll deal with it for what he did for me. But mom needs to give me the go ahead now. It’s barely sticking out between two houses built back to back. I can run through the trees along each house and get in, in no time and be out. We lose a key, and maybe an insurance claim but she’s suing so whatever. My foot feels ready to roll.

Do it Cuser do it!

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 09:15 PM

Originally posted by The Kraken

If you and shaky end up throwing and you get it on video, I’ll send you $100 btc... but you have to fight him barefoot

No worries there. Shoes won’t fit anyway, but I’m not fighting down a foot and an arm just to video it.

**JAKEPEAVY21** · 08-24-19, 09:17 PM

just go get the car, why do you need anyone's permission?

penetrate everyone else get the car back for your Mom

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 09:17 PM

Originally posted by jts1207

Do it Cuser do it!

I can only pull off an Uber there. So, if it’s gone then I’m stuck in one of the most dangerous spots in Daytona. My neighbor is even too puss to go do it, and he wants to shoot all nigs it seems.

**KVB** · 08-24-19, 09:19 PM

Tough choice Cuse and if you get it, he still has a key, right?

**Cuse0323** · 08-24-19, 09:19 PM

Originally posted by JAKEPEAVY21

just go get the car, why do you need anyone's permission?

penetrate everyone else get the car back for your Mom

True. I just will be stranded if it’s not there anymore. I have barely enough for one Uber. I need a backup plan. Be nice to have friends here, fck. In the Cuse, I wouldn’t even have had to tell my mom. I’d have help. My neighbor is helpful, and I’m pissed I fell asleep when he went to look cause I’d say sorry man I’m going to get it.