Had a dollar left in the account because there was a scratch in a horse race, after some races and casino play I had it up to $111..after a long live dealer baccarat session I had it all the way up to 1800. Went to sleep for 2 hrs before i had to work, worked 12 hrs miserably, got home and lost it all in an hour.
Now bank acct is negative, have 6 loans from loan sharks, ccs all maxed, 120k in student loan debt that will never be paid, still owe 500 on income tax, slew of other debts, credit in the toilet, no friends or family, 20 year old car etc etc
I go on sick runs and always lose it all when I can't afford to. I lose my check every 2 weeks that I work 60 hrs a week for. 3 or 4 times in the last 2 months I've turned a few hundred into THOUSANDS.
I'm too scared to off myself and I'm too broke to pay someone to do it.
Now bank acct is negative, have 6 loans from loan sharks, ccs all maxed, 120k in student loan debt that will never be paid, still owe 500 on income tax, slew of other debts, credit in the toilet, no friends or family, 20 year old car etc etc
I go on sick runs and always lose it all when I can't afford to. I lose my check every 2 weeks that I work 60 hrs a week for. 3 or 4 times in the last 2 months I've turned a few hundred into THOUSANDS.
I'm too scared to off myself and I'm too broke to pay someone to do it.