Down a ton had $1 left turned it into 1800 and lost it all

[ThaWoj]

Had a dollar left in the account because there was a scratch in a horse race, after some races and casino play I had it up to $111..after a long live dealer baccarat session I had it all the way up to 1800. Went to sleep for 2 hrs before i had to work, worked 12 hrs miserably, got home and lost it all in an hour.

Now bank acct is negative, have 6 loans from loan sharks, ccs all maxed, 120k in student loan debt that will never be paid, still owe 500 on income tax, slew of other debts, credit in the toilet, no friends or family, 20 year old car etc etc

I go on sick runs and always lose it all when I can't afford to. I lose my check every 2 weeks that I work 60 hrs a week for. 3 or 4 times in the last 2 months I've turned a few hundred into THOUSANDS.

I'm too scared to off myself and I'm too broke to pay someone to do it.

[Thrilla]

Thawoj

[jjgold]

Good luck pal

[terpkeg]

Do you drink or use drugs? I've stopped all mind altering substance use for around 120 days now and my compulsivity has diminished. Maybe something to explore.

[mjsuax13]

Had a dollar left in the account because there was a scratch in a horse race, after some races and casino play I had it up to $111..after a long live dealer baccarat session I had it all the way up to 1800. Went to sleep for 2 hrs before i had to work, worked 12 hrs miserably, got home and lost it all in an hour.

Now bank acct is negative, have 6 loans from loan sharks, ccs all maxed, 120k in student loan debt that will never be paid, still owe 500 on income tax, slew of other debts, credit in the toilet, no friends or family, 20 year old car etc etc

I go on sick runs and always lose it all when I can't afford to. I lose my check every 2 weeks that I work 60 hrs a week for. 3 or 4 times in the last 2 months I've turned a few hundred into THOUSANDS.

I'm too scared to off myself and I'm too broke to pay someone to do it.

Sounds bad my friend. Bankruptcy and GA maybe? The loan sharks are the problem.

[ThaWoj]

No drugs and drink very little

I already declared bankruptcy 17 years ago. Can't wipe out the student debt anyways.

Oh BTW I never even fkking finished college and owe 120 G's...what a fkking moron I am!!

The loan sharks are not threatening violence but the interest is unfathomable.

[mjsuax13]

No drugs and drink very little

I already declared bankruptcy 17 years ago. Can't wipe out the student debt anyways.

Oh BTW I never even fkking finished college and owe 120 G's...what a fkking moron I am!!

The loan sharks are not threatening violence but the interest is unfathomable.

Skip town. Go off the grid. Fukk it.

[Foxx]

Get back in the saddle Woj. Your time is gonna come.

[franklee168]

Had 2 good friends back in the day in the same situation. Both died mysterious deaths yet I never went the the funerals. Just saying there's always a way out if it's money related.

[jjgold]

GA is the answer

[DR225]

Are the loan shark loans official loans with paperwork? If so, I'd declare bankruptcy again and get them discharged. If they aren't, I'd still declare again if the cc debt was more than 5k. Your credit is already bad so there's no reason to hesitate. Google for free legal help in your area. If it's only casino games where you lose control, ask your books to block them from your account. If you're going to attempt quitting for a while, make sure you have ways to keep yourself busy, as that's the biggest issue. And for me personally, if I go without watching sports for a few days, then I lose the urge to bet. Good luck man!

[lonegambler23]

Had a dollar left in the account because there was a scratch in a horse race, after some races and casino play I had it up to $111..after a long live dealer baccarat session I had it all the way up to 1800. Went to sleep for 2 hrs before i had to work, worked 12 hrs miserably, got home and lost it all in an hour.

Now bank acct is negative, have 6 loans from loan sharks, ccs all maxed, 120k in student loan debt that will never be paid, still owe 500 on income tax, slew of other debts, credit in the toilet, no friends or family, 20 year old car etc etc

I go on sick runs and always lose it all when I can't afford to. I lose my check every 2 weeks that I work 60 hrs a week for. 3 or 4 times in the last 2 months I've turned a few hundred into THOUSANDS.

I'm too scared to off myself and I'm too broke to pay someone to do it.

id probably say this is a gambling problem.. maybe get help man.

[mjsuax13]

Are the loan shark loans official loans with paperwork? If so, I'd declare bankruptcy again and get them discharged. If they aren't, I'd still declare again if the cc debt was more than 5k. Your credit is already bad so there's no reason to hesitate. Google for free legal help in your area. If it's only casino games where you lose control, ask your books to block them from your account. If you're going to attempt quitting for a while, make sure you have ways to keep yourself busy, as that's the biggest issue. And for me personally, if I go without watching sports for a few days, then I lose the urge to bet. Good luck man!

Good advice. Get some help Woj.

[gauchojake]

Do you have a roof over your head? Food to eat? A way to support yourself?

You're fine. Don't gamble for today. Take some mental inventory tomorrow and see where you are at.

Right now you are living in a prison of your own making.

[Betsmart77]

No drugs and drink very little

I already declared bankruptcy 17 years ago. Can't wipe out the student debt anyways.

Oh BTW I never even fkking finished college and owe 120 G's...what a fkking moron I am!!

The loan sharks are not threatening violence but the interest is unfathomable.

It's probably a good time to start.

[Otters27]

Dude you have to shut of the casinos. They steal your money

[Thrilla]

Wojjer!

[Rich Boy]

Sad story to read, hope you pull through!

[captrobey]

Had a dollar left in the account because there was a scratch in a horse race, after some races and casino play I had it up to $111..after a long live dealer baccarat session I had it all the way up to 1800. Went to sleep for 2 hrs before i had to work, worked 12 hrs miserably, got home and lost it all in an hour.

Now bank acct is negative, have 6 loans from loan sharks, ccs all maxed, 120k in student loan debt that will never be paid, still owe 500 on income tax, slew of other debts, credit in the toilet, no friends or family, 20 year old car etc etc

I go on sick runs and always lose it all when I can't afford to. I lose my check every 2 weeks that I work 60 hrs a week for. 3 or 4 times in the last 2 months I've turned a few hundred into THOUSANDS.

I'm too scared to off myself and I'm too broke to pay someone to do it.

I have had the worst luck ever -then i won $5000 and lost it all in casino. Then i Won $11140 and cashed out $5000. Then stupidly went in casino and lost the rest. Then today from losing $11000 got $900 back from casino losses And worked it up in casino to $2990. Blocked casino and put it All on SF to get to over $4400 again and will try and get to $5000 then stay out of casino this time and cash out another $5000 hopefully. The thing is the casino will take everything they are All rigged. If you do have some success as soon as they see you worked it up or hit some big sports bets they will flip the switch and kill you. Best thing to do is block it when you reach a point and do not go back . At least until you cash out . Just sports bet .

[Vyasports]

Cash Always Stays In Not Out!

[jjgold]

Casinos are impossible

[lakerboy]

Awful. Don't even know what to say. Hopefully things can better. Seek help man.

[gauchojake]

You should write a book about all the crushing losses. Maybe a collection of short stories or something. You should look at all the old posts about losing 40k in bet points and all the others and just put them down on paper.

it would help you to pass the time and also reflect back on all the highs and lows. It would be interesting as hell. Maybe publish it on Amazon and put it in the SBR store.

[lakerboy]

Reguler is smiling

[ThaWoj]

I have had the worst luck ever -then i won $5000 and lost it all in casino. Then i Won $11140 and cashed out $5000. Then stupidly went in casino and lost the rest. Then today from losing $11000 got $900 back from casino losses And worked it up in casino to $2990. Blocked casino and put it All on SF to get to over $4400 again and will try and get to $5000 then stay out of casino this time and cash out another $5000 hopefully. The thing is the casino will take everything they are All rigged. If you do have some success as soon as they see you worked it up or hit some big sports bets they will flip the switch and kill you. Best thing to do is block it when you reach a point and do not go back . At least until you cash out . Just sports bet .

I only play live dealer baccarat, not saying it's not rigged but I used to play that bj that is totally rigged. At heritage you can block the casino and easily re-enable it. I miss 5dimes where you at least had to go on chat to re-enable. I always trash talk the support and dealers hoping they'll perma ban me but all they do is ban my chat. I call the dealers stinky 3rd world country sh1t stains and I tell support that I have 9 inches for them...it helps me feel better when I'm losing.

Like all I had to do the night before was cashout the 1800, get in the positive, and even have a little extra to pay something...but when you're stuck like I'm stuck..it's really hard to hit that cashout button. I gotta wait til next week for the next check that already will be gutted by automatic withdrawals.

[Thrilla]

[mjsuax13]

I only play live dealer baccarat, not saying it's not rigged but I used to play that bj that is totally rigged. At heritage you can block the casino and easily re-enable it. I miss 5dimes where you at least had to go on chat to re-enable. I always trash talk the support and dealers hoping they'll perma ban me but all they do is ban my chat. I call the dealers stinky 3rd world country sh1t stains and I tell support that I have 9 inches for them...it helps me feel better when I'm losing.

Like all I had to do the night before was cashout the 1800, get in the positive, and even have a little extra to pay something...but when you're stuck like I'm stuck..it's really hard to hit that cashout button. I gotta wait til next week for the next check that already will be gutted by automatic withdrawals.

Bankrupt that shit bro. Fresh start, go to GA, block every book, block SBR and never look back.

[KnuckleHeadz]

Get a hold of Dougy Toushy and rent half his room from him.
You can probably even stay for free if you catch for him and retrieve his tennis serves.
You can even chaperone him to and from the sports books or to take money to his side piece.

[iwantcougars]

very sad, i have been in similar spots, specially with live betting, but something that has helped me is to set a goal of how much money i want to win daily and unplug once you get there, we all want to win 500-1000 daily but in the end winning 80-120 daily in the long term is a better strategy, and when you have a streak of losses is easier to stop the bleeding of losing 400-600 and focus on recoupping those in 10-18 days, rather than chasing and end with no bankroll. Hope it all turns well for you, go to the park, walk some blocks get some ice cream and plan/budget to get some of that debt off your shoulders

[Vyasports]

I feel like you want to quit betting online casino but you are unable to resist the temptation/addiction.

FEAR NOT! I have a solution for you that nobody mentioned above.

What you wana do here is you need to dislike/hate/disgust casino. Continue reading...
You can train yourself (your mind) to get fed up with casino.
STEP 1: GO to youtube
STEP 2: watch videos of the high-rollers playing online casino. watch PLENTY of these videos.
STEP 3: search for videos of the games/slots/whatever casino games you used to bet on; watch the high rollers play those games.
STEP 4: eat while watching these videos, exercise while watching these videos.

STEP 5: online casino is boring, Fukcking $hit to waste money on.
When you get to step 5 you are free.

Try it, best of luck

[captrobey]

I only play live dealer baccarat, not saying it's not rigged but I used to play that bj that is totally rigged. At heritage you can block the casino and easily re-enable it. I miss 5dimes where you at least had to go on chat to re-enable. I always trash talk the support and dealers hoping they'll perma ban me but all they do is ban my chat. I call the dealers stinky 3rd world country sh1t stains and I tell support that I have 9 inches for them...it helps me feel better when I'm losing.

Like all I had to do the night before was cashout the 1800, get in the positive, and even have a little extra to pay something...but when you're stuck like I'm stuck..it's really hard to hit that cashout button. I gotta wait til next week for the next check that already will be gutted by automatic withdrawals.

Yea i hear you i really hope you get some of it back. This has been the worst year ever no big cashouts at all until i hit this last $5000 cashout. I have SF and if this hits i will be at $4400 and if i can get back to $5040 i will cash out the $40 covers the fees. And since it just took the $5000 i was going to cash out again this will be great if i can get there. But this is finally the best luck i have had and games hitting like they should with the numbers. So hopefully maybe since i am hitting finally you can too.

[jjgold]

I’m trying to figure out what you guys are trying to accomplish

[ThaWoj]

You should write a book about all the crushing losses. Maybe a collection of short stories or something. You should look at all the old posts about losing 40k in bet points and all the others and just put them down on paper.

it would help you to pass the time and also reflect back on all the highs and lows. It would be interesting as hell. Maybe publish it on Amazon and put it in the SBR store.

Yeah you remember pretty well. that was a long time ago like 9 years ago, messaging Shari, Samball, etc trying to expedite the gift cards because I knew I'd blow it back and then sbrjohn laughing at me after i Iost it all.

I definitely could write a book.

Losing long time gf, fkking up college, sleeping with 20 Guatemalans for 6 months in a 2 story dump full of roaches that you couldn't even flush the "papel de caca" down the toilet so the bathroom stunk like sh1t 24/7. From age 21 to 38 I've done nothing but analiate friends and family, blowing 100s of thousands of dollars and accomplish absolutely nothing. I've sold my soul several times (it doesn't work). I've moved several times across the country, stiffed on rent, got fired from a job one time because I stayed at the casino for 18 hours being up 8 grand and losing it all instead of going to work. Wrote a suicide note/I'm sorry dad note on a baccarat score card and left it on the table...nothing ever happened... one morning back in the day in Indiana I smashed through a toll booth gate because I didnt have the 60 cents and I've seen the ghetto ppl from Gary do it all the time..skipped college almost every day to go to the race track..skipped a final of a class I needed to pass because I stayed at the casino the night before and had won 4000 but after breakfast instead of leaving for the test I went back to baccarat and lost the 4k plus another 4k and failed the class because I never tool the final...blew all my student loans on gambling plus tuition money that my dad had saved for me..I'm a complete degenerate failure. I've googled suicide methods and information off and on for a long time. I go to sleep every night hoping I don't wake up. I'm usually ok at my miserable hard ass job because I'm focused on work but other than that my life is sh1t.

[TheMetsSuck]

Move across the country and take a cash only job for a few years. Atleast make the loan sharks earn it if that’s the main concern. Seems like a no brainer over suicide. That is never the answer

[mjsuax13]

Yeah you remember pretty well. that was a long time ago like 9 years ago, messaging Shari, Samball, etc trying to expedite the gift cards because I knew I'd blow it back and then sbrjohn laughing at me after i Iost it all.

I definitely could write a book.

Losing long time gf, fkking up college, sleeping with 20 Guatemalans for 6 months in a 2 story dump full of roaches that you couldn't even flush the "papel de caca" down the toilet so the bathroom stunk like sh1t 24/7. From age 21 to 38 I've done nothing but analiate friends and family, blowing 100s of thousands of dollars and accomplish absolutely nothing. I've sold my soul several times (it doesn't work). I've moved several times across the country, stiffed on rent, got fired from a job one time because I stayed at the casino for 18 hours being up 8 grand and losing it all instead of going to work. Wrote a suicide note/I'm sorry dad note on a baccarat score card and left it on the table...nothing ever happened... one morning back in the day in Indiana I smashed through a toll booth gate because I didnt have the 60 cents and I've seen the ghetto ppl from Gary do it all the time..skipped college almost every day to go to the race track..skipped a final of a class I needed to pass because I stayed at the casino the night before and had won 4000 but after breakfast instead of leaving for the test I went back to baccarat and lost the 4k plus another 4k and failed the class because I never tool the final...blew all my student loans on gambling plus tuition money that my dad had saved for me..I'm a complete degenerate failure. I've googled suicide methods and information off and on for a long time. I go to sleep every night hoping I don't wake up. I'm usually ok at my miserable hard ass job because I'm focused on work but other than that my life is sh1t.

Bro, you have to seek help. If you can breathe, you have an opportunity to make your life better. You get one shot here. Get some help, plenty of life left.