Kinda a downer. But... honestly... it was just cool just meeting her. I hope to see her again... but probably not. She told me to text her if I made it home safe.... but she never texted back. Regardless... I knew it was a long shot to get anything from her. A hug is all I could get. At least part 1 is done. I'm so drunk right now... fukking A. I didn't get any... and I'm still happy as fuk She was amazing though!!! I hope to hear from her again. I'm an old fuk now... oh well 
.... that'll have her puckering those lips for something other than bad photos of herself......
Kinda a downer. But... honestly... it was just cool just meeting her. I hope to see her again... but probably not. She told me to text her if I made it home safe.... but she never texted back. Regardless... I knew it was a long shot to get anything from her. A hug is all I could get. At least part 1 is done. I'm so drunk right now... fukking A. I didn't get any... and I'm still happy as fuk She was amazing though!!! I hope to hear from her again. I'm an old fuk now... oh well 
....I owe you big time, bro!...
I'm just sitting at the table... smirking away... buzzed. And with her... honestly I don't feel jealous one bit. I think every person makes you feel a different way. Some girls make me feel jealous... I don't feel jealous around her. So even if she was flirting verbally with some dude... which I'm sure you have to... in order to get a cig.... it didn't bother me. It's funny how she hustles. So, then... she's texting me while she's outside. Odd. "The bar next door seems so much more fun" I text back and say "Let's do it!" She comes back inside... finishes her half a beer (slams it.) I get the tab.. it was cheap.... and she's all smiles... and we begin holding hands. In was just an instinct... I don't know? I kinda went halfway... and she did as well. So, I could tell there was something there between us. She could of resisted. We get to the other bar next door.... and i'm waiting for the bartender to service me... but for some reason he won't. Like... he's waiting on all the women first. She goes... give me your CC I'll show you how it's done. And she gets the bartender's attention an orders us drinks. Hey, cool move. We sit down and talk more. I'm not showing her any type of "fuk me" signs.... you know? With the eye contact or anything. I knew if I'm going to score with this chick... This might take a few dates. So I'm acknowledging she's there... but I'm not overly doing it... or staring at her. I think things are going really smoothly to be honest. She goes hey... I have to smoke again... be right back ok? I said it's fine. So while she's away... these 2 girls who are around my age come over to the couch I was sitting at... one girl is talking to some dude the other girl starts talking to me. She goes hello!!! I'm like HELLO!!!! and we smile. She goes where are you from? I tell her where. She goes... that's so cool I'm a teacher in that city. I said isn't that something?!!?!? She goes are you here with anyone? I said actually I am... I think she went to the restroom. (I'm not going to say... yeah... my bitch is smoking.) Then, the woman goes... oh I'm so sorry I had no idea you were with someone... as she quickly gets up. I should of told her... lady just sit right here... you're older than she is... what is she going to do about it? But of course I didn't. (I was thinking that drunk though.) So this is when the story changes quickly with girl #1. When she comes back she goes... hi! How's everything? I said everything is good. How are you? And she's holding 2 of the same drinks. She goes yeah... I just got hit on and these guys bought me drinks. I said... isn't that something. 
Not even jealous in the least bit. I think it's cool. She quickly goes... hey... I have to work tomorrow we need to get outta here. This is when I just don't get it? Came out of nowhere. I thought everything was smooth. She leaves both drinks sitting at the table. I said ok... let me grab the tab. We leave... we're still holding hands. Felt the same... and then as we get to the garage... she's on level 2. I'm on level 4. I said well let me at least walk you to your car. In a way... I don't think she wanted me to see her car? I mean she's only 21... it was a typical car for someone 21. It was dirty as hell though. Looks like it wasn't washed in a few weeks. Maybe she doesn't believe in car washes? I give the body language for a hug... not a kiss. It was mutual. She gave me a good hug too. It wasn't those brush off... get away kind of hugs. So I thought I did everything smooth and right. While she hugged me she goes... "you make sure you text me right when you get home. I want to know if you made it home safe." Again... I didn't know if she wanted to be my mom... or gf? But hey... thanks. I get home and text her "I made it home. I was surprised you wanted to leave so soon. I had a wonderful time. Thank you so much. You're definitely my type." I know you guys are going to give me sh#$ for writing that... but you have to be a gentleman about it. Kinda a downer. But... honestly... it was just cool just meeting her. I hope to see her again... but probably not. She told me to text her if I made it home safe.... but she never texted back. Regardless... I knew it was a long shot to get anything from her. A hug is all I could get. At least part 1 is done. I'm so drunk right now... fukking A. I didn't get any... and I'm still happy as fuk She was amazing though!!! I hope to hear from her again. I'm an old fuk now... oh well 
