Fly Me #3 "The Resurrection" Sports Talk,Good Tunes,Great Times, Anything Goes

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-09-15, 07:07 PM

heading out to a pool tournament shortly

**JMon** · 02-09-15, 08:11 PM

I've had 4 of my long term customers die in the past two months. Most of good age, yet youngest 58. I didn't used to care about death, I guess since I'm only 38. But as I get older and know my parents are getting close, my aunts/uncles and 88 year old grandma; I come to realize the value of life and appreciation we are put on this planet to make a difference, perhaps for a reason. The meaning of life is troubling. I think if we make a difference in another's life is a start. Thoughts?

**KVB** · 02-09-15, 09:10 PM

Originally posted by innovation

im rollin with the 3-22 knicks on the road to win @ +155

You just might be there in the end for a chance. If you win, you deserve more than +155 for sure.

I'm watching this one on Liveball .tv. A few pop ups but then it's not bad if you need to see some of the action.

**innovation** · 02-09-15, 09:15 PM

i believe that we were before, and will continue to be, after this stint on earth. while the life here can be painful, brutal, saddening, and even disheartening in many ways, i also can see the the good, beauty, happiness, love, and charity here. i believe u are spot on jmon. its doing the small random good deeds unto others that will help pacify our souls and give peace in our hearts and minds. it's crazy but serving others is actually mending ourself in many ways. death is not something the youth ponder much, but every one of us will face death. when we watch those we love die, it changes our view on life and how precious every moment actually is. when i meet someone who has encountered horrendous personal tragedy, i can't help but notice the change in how they look at time differently. tell the ones you love what they mean and make every moment count. while personally i believe in an afterlife. i also believe time on earth is short and that we might wish we could go back and change or redo things. enjoy life and recognize the value of the moments we take for granted.

my my father was diagnosed with ALS last year and his time left is short, for weeks i couldn't sleep as i could not accept his terminal assessment. all the hate, anger, resentment, and sorrow was consuming me. i cannot change the fate of anyone, however i can choose to help someone in need or try and pay it forward as best i can. so i tell myself. i am going to do good deeds because it's what my father would have done himself and what he will want after he departs. spending time around him. i focus on the little details. i want to remember the little things he does and pray that i don't forget what it is like to be around such a great man.

even a selfish, greedy, self medicating person, as myself, believes i can offer some good to others and that's what makes me feel of some value in the grand scheme of things

**innovation** · 02-09-15, 09:20 PM

Originally posted by KVB

You just might be there in the end for a chance. If you win, you deserve more than +155 for sure.

I'm watching this one on Liveball .tv. A few pop ups but then it's not bad if you need to see some of the action.

looks like Knicks decided not to come out for second half, couldn't agree more about the less then par value.

**JMon** · 02-09-15, 09:23 PM

Thanks inno! While I don't believe in every thing you say, you made a difference in my life!

**KVB** · 02-09-15, 09:27 PM

Man Jmon that's a whopper. My dad made a comment when he started noticing the people in the obituaries were starting to become as old or younger than him. Get's one thinking.

One of my friends from high school just had a service last week for his dad. I suppose we're getting to that age. Years ago we started seeing many friends get married, one at at time. One summer I was in like 5 wedding parties.

Now it's that age where so many we've known are getting older. Hate to say it Jmon, but as we get older, death closer to home may only seem to get more frequent for all of us.

I've come to really enjoy the lives we've brought into the world, and, like inno, see a bit of trade off to "pacify our souls," a way to channel emotions.

I've gotten more and more spiritual over the last few years and that has really helped frame the big picture, not only about the circle of life and death, but about purpose. We can probably all agree that making a difference for others is a positive, but digging into why that is true can really bring some perspective.

**JMon** · 02-09-15, 09:31 PM

"even a selfish, greedy, self medicating person, as myself, believes i can offer some good to others and that's what makes me feel of some value in the grand scheme of things "

I think the same way..

I'm not going to say sorry, as I'm sure you have heard it a 100 times.

**KVB** · 02-09-15, 09:32 PM

Originally posted by innovation

looks like Knicks decided not to come out for second half, couldn't agree more about the less then par value.

You just need to be there in the end...I see 74-74 tie with plenty of game left. Could be interesting.

**KVB** · 02-09-15, 09:41 PM

Jmon, Inno, thanks for being real. And Inno you and your father will be in our thoughts and prayers.

Now with all this talk about death and Valentine's just around the corner, send a sweetheart something special.

**innovation** · 02-09-15, 09:58 PM

thx, guys. i appreciate your words

**KVB** · 02-09-15, 09:58 PM

Fawk, Melo walked to the locker room and the announcers keep screaming "Birdzilla." This is going south real fast for the Knicks.

**innovation** · 02-09-15, 10:13 PM

lol, i bet the knicks,

if that isn't a sign i need a break then i don't know what is.

gunna lay off for a while

**JMon** · 02-09-15, 10:15 PM

Don't skip that ad.

**JMon** · 02-09-15, 10:17 PM

Originally posted by innovation

lol, i bet the knicks,

if that isn't a sign i need a break then i don't know what is.

gunna lay off for a while

needed a break for a couple a weeks now. don't know when the break ends unless you keep on playing. True story!

**innovation** · 02-09-15, 10:19 PM

Originally posted by JMon

Don't skip that ad.

alright, bringing back some good times

**CountNo_Account** · 02-10-15, 10:41 AM

Originally posted by innovation

i believe that we were before, and will continue to be, after this stint on earth. while the life here can be painful, brutal, saddening, and even disheartening in many ways, i also can see the the good, beauty, happiness, love, and charity here. i believe u are spot on jmon. its doing the small random good deeds unto others that will help pacify our souls and give peace in our hearts and minds. it's crazy but serving others is actually mending ourself in many ways. death is not something the youth ponder much, but every one of us will face death. when we watch those we love die, it changes our view on life and how precious every moment actually is. when i meet someone who has encountered horrendous personal tragedy, i can't help but notice the change in how they look at time differently. tell the ones you love what they mean and make every moment count. while personally i believe in an afterlife. i also believe time on earth is short and that we might wish we could go back and change or redo things. enjoy life and recognize the value of the moments we take for granted.

my my father was diagnosed with ALS last year and his time left is short, for weeks i couldn't sleep as i could not accept his terminal assessment. all the hate, anger, resentment, and sorrow was consuming me. i cannot change the fate of anyone, however i can choose to help someone in need or try and pay it forward as best i can. so i tell myself. i am going to do good deeds because it's what my father would have done himself and what he will want after he departs. spending time around him. i focus on the little details. i want to remember the little things he does and pray that i don't forget what it is like to be around such a great man.

even a selfish, greedy, self medicating person, as myself, believes i can offer some good to others and that's what makes me feel of some valu

e in the grand scheme of things

Well said,very well said...

**CountNo_Account** · 02-10-15, 10:51 AM

Originally posted by JMon

"even a selfish, greedy, self medicating person, as myself, believes i can offer some good to others and that's what makes me feel of some value in the grand scheme of things "

I think the same way..

I'm not going to say sorry, as I'm sure you have heard it a 100 times.

Again well said.

**CountNo_Account** · 02-10-15, 10:52 AM

Originally posted by innovation

alright, bringing back some good times

A favorite...

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-10-15, 04:52 PM

damn Innovation speaking straight from the heart

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-10-15, 04:58 PM

won the pool tournament, 12 players total
well we agreed to split the prize pool between me and the last guy
150 dollar prize difference from 1st to 2nd in payouts

**KVB** · 02-11-15, 02:05 AM

Nice job Cashflow on the pool finish. It's probably a good thing you decided to split. You never know what could happen. What if you each got down to the eightball and it was your turn. Then this happened:

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-11-15, 02:27 AM

KVB, I seriously feel like I've seen that shot happen live on T.V

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-11-15, 02:34 AM

here it is . Sad thing about it is they did not count the shot and it would of ended the other guys tourney
He went on to win the whole tournament .... talk about fukkin luck out of this world

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-11-15, 02:37 AM

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-11-15, 09:02 AM

I see DaManster still doing his thing with the ladies

notice the pleasure on that delicate womans face

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-11-15, 09:18 AM

**KVB** · 02-11-15, 03:53 PM

It's my turn to post the clip from the GIF.

"Jerry" "Jerry" "Jerry" "Jerry"

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-12-15, 12:43 AM

Originally posted by KVB

It's my turn to post the clip from the GIF.

"Jerry" "Jerry" "Jerry" "Jerry"

its tough to beat some Springer from back in the day

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-12-15, 12:45 AM

SmokenJoke, where you at dawg

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-12-15, 12:53 AM

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**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-12-15, 03:21 AM

yo KVB, what does your screen name mean ?

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-12-15, 03:25 AM

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**Fidel_CashFlow** · 02-12-15, 03:37 AM