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  • DOMINATER
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    • 12-10-09
    • 3698

    #1
    I will be dead soon!
    I won $235,000 dollars yesterday on the horse race ,and 2 baseball games.The wins are documented. I will be getting stronger as the time gets closer, but forget that for now.Seeing I will croak soon I decided to enjoy this time rather than becoming depressed,so anyone that has a message for their loved one who passed, I will deliver it, the cost is next person begging ,give them some change, o yea if you want to tell the guy that you killed your sorry, or the guy who lived next door that you were banging his wife thats good , too anything goes.
  • BigOrange
    SBR Hall of Famer
    • 08-13-09
    • 6745

    #2
    Um yeah tell your dad I'm sorry that I was banging your mom behind his back!
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    • baskets
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      • 11-24-11
      • 11691

      #3
      I believe you, D.

      Funny how people laugh at me when I say Seau was a pussy. Do you know how many people with cancer would have given everything they have to be in Seau's situation... and the pussy offed himself for no reason, lol. I'm sure you've known people w/ cancer. Hell, maybe you have cancer.

      And to see Seau off himself.... and then all these people crying like bitches over him....

      Btw, there is no afterlife. Once the lights go out, it's the end of road. You have carried yourself w/ class here. O/c, this is an internet forum and this is all fantasy land... but gl.
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      • DOMINATER
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        • 12-10-09
        • 3698

        #4
        big orange do you know I could have you dropped as a favor, be careful you pussy or you may get there before me.
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        • DOMINATER
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          • 12-10-09
          • 3698

          #5
          baskets, there is life after death, way to much evidence listen its better to believe. I have communicated wit the dead when Iwas young, baskets youre cool , but listen to me on this one , did you ever here, there are no atheists in the fox holes it true. I saw dead walking at night in Vietnam.
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          • Chi_archie
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            • 07-22-08
            • 63172

            #6
            hang in there Dom. you are strong as an Ox and will beat this!
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            • LordVodka
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              • 08-17-09
              • 5206

              #7
              Why are you dying?
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              • DiggityDaggityDo
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                • 11-30-08
                • 81450

                #8
                Dom, enjoy the rest of the time you have left on this earth.

                How much time you got left?
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                • MoneyLineDawg
                  SBR Posting Legend
                  • 01-01-09
                  • 13253

                  #9
                  GL Dominater......Hope you have fun during your last months on Earth!
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                  • Vaughany
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                    • 03-07-10
                    • 45563

                    #10
                    Tell Whitney I want my coke back
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                    • CarpeDime
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                      • 09-01-09
                      • 7873

                      #11
                      i realized a while ago that dominater is one of the absolute best posters here
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                      • MoneyLineDawg
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                        • 01-01-09
                        • 13253

                        #12
                        Originally posted by CarpeDime
                        i realized a while ago that dominater is one of the absolute best posters here


                        A good dude who has seen it all over the years
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                        • The Kraken
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                          • 12-25-11
                          • 28918

                          #13
                          D hasn't posted in almost 12 hours, is he still with us
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                          • The Giant
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                            • 01-21-12
                            • 21480

                            #14
                            Why is this guy dying?
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                            • BigOrange
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                              • 08-13-09
                              • 6745

                              #15
                              Originally posted by The Giant
                              Why is this guy dying?
                              Only dying for attention it seems!
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                              • Dutch
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                                • 09-21-10
                                • 4339

                                #16
                                The OP was in another thread talking about how he was offered a massage from John Travolta and had a long rambling story on how he had proof he knew Will Smith was gay..Now he's talked to the dead, saw them walking in Vietnam and won a quarter of a million dollars.

                                Dude is a on a roll today.
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                                • tb1984
                                  SBR MVP
                                  • 09-11-08
                                  • 3112

                                  #17
                                  Dominater,

                                  Enjoy the rest of your time on this earth.
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                                  • DOMINATER
                                    SBR MVP
                                    • 12-10-09
                                    • 3698

                                    #18
                                    Iam dying of degenerative heart failure, I was shocked when I was told I would work out for 3 to 6 hours a day I was over 6 ft and weighed over 210 lbs ,I would run 10 miles every day plus worked playing squash 2 or 3 hours a day my arteries are clear the muscle is dying, did catch lyme disease a few years ago who knows ,but Iam leaving some cash to a few guys in this room , I have enough money for family , this is extra cash, I am leaving to people who are fun , or crazy no special skills guys that make s.b.r. fun. To be totally honest I have 30 mil in assets both my sons arev well off , all my friends have always received gifts from time to time, hate to even talk this way makes me sound like an ########, and Im far from it. lets just carry on with life maybe I will surprise everyone , I did get a report that came back with better news than we thought my heart is running at17 percent better than originally thought. this is a lesson for all , you think everything is going great ,and then you find you will be dead in less than a year. oh well.
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                                    • firstclass
                                      SBR MVP
                                      • 12-10-08
                                      • 2653

                                      #19
                                      my dad just passed from this, he was only 65. you should contact hershey medical center. they did the lvad on cheney. if you organs are working and not taking on fluid , you can be saved and live a good life .
                                      gluck
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                                      • MagicDiceFlow
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                                        • 01-15-12
                                        • 4585

                                        #20
                                        Hang in there Dom, medical research has made great strides the last few years. They're probably close to a cure for your condition within the next 5 years. They may be able to inject some nano robots into your arteries pretty soon to revitalize em(no joke). Just hang in there for a few bro.
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                                        • Dad
                                          SBR Posting Legend
                                          • 11-26-08
                                          • 23245

                                          #21
                                          Domninator is a great poster.

                                          Dominator, you will be missed if things go bad for you. I hope they do not though. I hope you stay with us for a very very long time.
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                                          • DiggityDaggityDo
                                            SBR Aristocracy
                                            • 11-30-08
                                            • 81450

                                            #22
                                            Why is this in the saloon? A fellow poster is dieing and he gets saloon'd. Unreal.

                                            Dom, how much money are you leaving us?
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                                            • MagicDiceFlow
                                              SBR MVP
                                              • 01-15-12
                                              • 4585

                                              #23
                                              Here you go Dom.....talks about tissue engineered cardiac patches going clinical trials pretty soon.....amazing capabilities of nano tech .....some hope for you:

                                              https://www.massdevice.com/news/could-nanotechnology-improve-treatment-heart-attack-and-heart-failure
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                                              • mynameismud
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                                                • 02-13-12
                                                • 5461

                                                #24
                                                youre not a candidate for a transplant?
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                                                • CarpeDime
                                                  SBR Hall of Famer
                                                  • 09-01-09
                                                  • 7873

                                                  #25
                                                  JESUS!

                                                  Dominater!



                                                  no idea what to say

                                                  I knew dominater was a special poster/person a while ago

                                                  I mean who THE HELL starts a thread titled "I will be dead soon!"???????????????????

                                                  Amazing

                                                  dominater our prayers are with you and some of your posts were classics

                                                  hope you recover somehow, yeah I too thought you could get transplants or artificial hearts somehow, especially if you have some money

                                                  at some point in the future illness and death for humanity will be miraculously nothing like what they are today

                                                  dominater our prayers and best wishes are with you
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                                                  • acampbell2345
                                                    SBR Sharp
                                                    • 03-26-09
                                                    • 334

                                                    #26
                                                    Prayers go out tonight for you my friend.
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                                                    • allabout the $$$
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                                                      • 04-17-10
                                                      • 9843

                                                      #27
                                                      you will make it dom you have to believe!!!!!!
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                                                      • Harun
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                                                        • 07-25-11
                                                        • 1513

                                                        #28
                                                        long live dude , life is still beautiful...
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                                                        • ttwarrior1
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                                                          • 06-23-09
                                                          • 28460

                                                          #29
                                                          too much exercise is bad for you, that is way too much

                                                          Google cayenne pepper for heart health. It will change your life forever
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                                                          • ttwarrior1
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                                                            • 06-23-09
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                                                            #30
                                                            If you master only one herb in your life, master cayenne pepper. Many herbalists believe that Cayenne is the most useful and valuable herb in the herb kingdom, not only for the entire digestive system, but also for the heart and circulatory system.


                                                            Dr. Patrick Quillin "Cayenne pepper - prized for thousands of years for its healing power. Folklore from around the world recounts amazing results using cayenne pepper in simple healing and in baffling health problems. But cayenne pepper is not just a healer from ancient history.
                                                            Recent clinical studies have been conducted on many of the old-time health applications for this miracle herb. Again and again, the therapeutic value of cayenne pepper has been medically validated." In a recent letter to the editors of the New England Journal of Medicine, three Italian doctors describe how they were able to reduce patients' reported dyspepsia symptoms by more than half - by prescribing red pepper powder. In a study of 30 patients with functional dyspepsia, half of the participants received a placebo, while the other half took 2.5 grams of red pepper powder each day (divided into capsules taken before each of three meals). Both groups took their respective treatments for five weeks, and rated their symptoms each day on a scale of zero to three (higher scores indicated more severe symptoms). By the third week, the red pepper group showed a significant advantage over the control group. And by week five, the pepper group's symptoms had declined 60 percent from their baseline scores - while the control group's scores had only decreased about half as much. The symptom scores included ratings for pain, a feeling of fullness, nausea, and an overall score. The red pepper powder produced significant gains in all four areas.
                                                            Many herbalists believe that Cayenne is the most useful and valuable herb in the herb kingdom, not only for the entire digestive system, but also for the heart and circulatory system. It acts as a catalyst and increases the effectiveness of other herbs when used with them.
                                                            Cayenne is a medicinal and nutritional herb. It is a very high source of Vitamins A and C, has the complete B complexes, and is very rich in organic calcium and potassium, which is one of the reasons it is good for the heart.
                                                            Digestion
                                                            Cayenne can rebuild the tissue in the stomach and the peristaltic action in the intestines. It aids elimination and assimilation, and helps the body to create hydrochloric acid, which is so necessary for good digestion and assimilation, especially of proteins. All this becomes very significant when we realize that the digestive system plays the most important role in mental, emotional and physical health, as it is through the digestive system that the brain, glands, muscles and every other part of the body are fed.
                                                            Heart
                                                            Cayenne has been known to stop heart attacks within 30 seconds. For example, when a 90-year-old man in Oregon had a severe heart attack, his daughter was able to get Cayenne extract into his mouth. He was pronounced dead by the medics, but within a few minutes, he regained consciousness. On the way to the hospital, he remained in a semi-conscious state, but the daughter kept giving him the Cayenne extract. By the time they got to the hospital, he had fully recovered and wanted to go home and mow the lawn. The doctor asked what she had given him, as he said it was the closest thing to a miracle he had ever seen.
                                                            Capsicum (cayenne pepper) is said to be unequal for its ability to boost circulation and increase heart action. Capsicum exerts a variety of desirable actions on the entire cardiovascular system. It has the extraordinary ability to enhance cardiovascular performance while actually lowering blood pressure. Capsicum has an energizing effect on the entire system. It has traditionally been used for overcoming fatigue and restoring stamina and vigor. It is a natural stimulant without the threatening side effects (palpitations, hyper-activity or rise in blood pressure) of most other stimulating agents.
                                                            Because Capsicum boots peripheral circulation and stimulates organ secretion, it expedites the therapeutic delivery and action of nutrients in the body. It will ensure the rapid and even distribution of the active principles of available nutrients to critical function centers, including those involved in cellular respiration, metabolic data transmission and neural-hormonal action. The remarkable ability of Capsicum to stimulate organ secretion and even heart action makes it one of the strongest natural stimulants known. Clearly, Capsicum should be considered nothing less than a wonder herb that has scientifically proven its worth!
                                                            If you want to carry something in your first aid kit for a heart attack, carry a cayenne tincture. Even a bottle of Tabasco Sauce® might be good enough. Dr Christopher discovered that a cup of cayenne tea, one tsp of cayenne in a cup of hot water, stopped a heart attack in under three minutes. If you feel one coming on, try a few droppers-full of cayenne tincture and if that doesn’t stop it, then nitroglycerine wouldn’t work either.
                                                            If a heart attack should occur, it is suggested that a teaspoon of extract be given every 15 minutes or a teaspoon of Cayenne in a glass of hot water be taken until the crisis has passed. Dr. Anderson also knew of a doctor who rushed out into the parking lot and put cayenne tincture into the mouth of a man who had died of a heart attack while he was parking his car. Within a few minutes, the man’s heart starting beating again. More about cayenne and heart attacks
                                                            According to Dr. Richard Anderson, using cayenne and hawthorn berries together has a most incredible effect upon the heart. He believes that a regimen of cayenne and hawthorn berries for several months will greatly strengthen the heart, and possibly prevent heart attacks. He states further that if an attack were to occur in someone who had followed this regimen, chances are very good that no damage would occur. He tells the following story about his mother:
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                                                            • ttwarrior1
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                                                              • 06-23-09
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                                                              #31
                                                              I had her taking hawthorn berries and cayenne when she had a heart attack at the age of 79. Her diet had not been the best, and she was in an extremely stressful situation. While in the hospital, they found three blocked arteries and wanted to operate immediately. They did not think that she could survive for more than a few weeks if they didn’t operate. (How many have heard that story!) The doctors thought it would be very risky to operate, but they had her there, and there was a lot of money to be made. So they decided to take some tests in the hopes that they could find an excuse to operate. In spite of the fact that she had been taking lots of aspirin for her arthritis, smoked like she was the reincarnation of a boiler factory, and had just had a heart attack, they found that her heart was incredibly strong. In fact, they felt that her heart was stronger than most people in their 30’s! The good news was that not only did she survive the operation, but also she stopped smoking! Well worth the operation, don’t you think? In my opinion, that was the best thing the doctors ever did for her. Well, that is what hawthorn and cayenne can do for the heart, and every good herbalist knows it; every good doctor should also know it, but very few do.” Emergencies
                                                              It is a good idea to always have some Cayenne extract on hand for emergencies. Dr. Anderson carries capsules of cayenne with him in the car and whenever he goes hiking, backpacking or mountain climbing. He says, “You never know when you may find someone having a heart attack or some other emergency.”
                                                              The following stories demonstrate only a few of the remarkable emergency uses of cayenne:
                                                              If a hemorrhage occurs in the lungs, stomach, uterus or nose, it is suggested that a teaspoon of extract (or a teaspoon of cayenne powder in a cup of hot water) be given every 15 minutes until the crisis has passed. The bleeding should stop in 10-30 seconds. The reason for this is that rather than the blood pressure being centralized, it is equalized by the Cayenne, and the clotting action of the blood becomes more rapid. For external bleeding, take cayenne internally and pour cayenne directly on the wound.
                                                              Dyspepsia
                                                              In a double-blind study, 30 individuals with dyspepsia were given either 2.5 grams daily of red pepper powder (divided up and taken prior to meals) or placebo for 5 weeks. By the third week of treatment, individuals taking red pepper were experiencing significant improvements in pain, bloating, and nausea as compared to placebo, and these relative improvement lasted through the end of the study.
                                                              A placebo-controlled crossover study failed to find benefit, but it only enrolled 11 participants, far too few to have much chance of identifying a treatment effect.
                                                              All double-blind studies of topical capsaicin (or cayenne) suffer from one drawback: it isn't really possible to hide the burning sensation that occurs during initial use of the treatment. For this reason, such studies probably aren't truly double-blind. It has been suggested that instead of an inactive placebo, researchers should use some other substance (such as camphor) that causes at least mild burning. However, such treatments might also have therapeutic benefits; they have a long history of use for pain as well.
                                                              Because of these complications, the evidence for topical treatments cited below is less meaningful than it might at first appear.
                                                              Pain
                                                              Capsaicin cream is well established as a modestly helpful pain-relieving treatment for post-herpetic neuropathy (the pain that lingers after an attack of shingles) peripheral neuropathy (nerve pain that occurs most commonly as a side effect of diabetes, but may occur with HIV as well as other conditions), nerve pain after cancer surgery and arthritis.

                                                              Capsaicin instilled into the nose may be helpful for cluster headache. (The fact that this has even been considered a viable treatment option shows how painful cluster headaches can be!) Actual cayenne rather than capsaicin has been tested for pain as well. A 3-week, double-blind trial of 154 individuals with back pain found that cayenne applied topically as a plaster improved pain to a greater extent than placebo.
                                                              Skin Conditions
                                                              A double-blind, placebo-controlled trial of almost 200 individuals found that use of topical capsaicin can improve itching as well as overall severity of psoriasis. Benefits were also seen in a smaller double-blind study of topical capsaicin for psoriasis. Topical capsaicin is thought to be helpful for various itchy skin conditions, such as prurigo nodularis, but double-blind studies are lacking.
                                                              Cancer
                                                              Researchers found capsaicin exhibited anticancer activity (it induced programmed cell death to human cancer cells without affecting normal cells) against pancreatic cancer, an aggressive form of the disease typified by exceptionally poor outcomes." Learn more: A Spicy Twist to Preventing and Treating Cancer

                                                              Headaches
                                                              Chronic headache sufferers may soon have some new alternatives. The active ingredient in cayenne peppers, capsaicin, is believed to bring headache relief by depleting Substance P, a neurotransmitter that helps send pain signals. learn more: Can Cayenne Peppers Really Cure a Headache?
                                                              Grow Your Own Organic Cayenne Peppers in Your Backyard or in Container
                                                              Richard Schulze - "If you take cayenne pepper in capsules, you may be wasting your time and never getting the cures I got with my patients."
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                                                              • ttwarrior1
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                                                                • 06-23-09
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                                                                #32
                                                                Heart Attacks Dr. Christopher - "In 35 years of practice, and working with the people and teaching, I have never on house calls lost one heart attack patient and the reason is, whenever I go in--if they are still breathing--I pour down them a cup of cayenne tea (a teaspoon of cayenne in a cup of hot water, and within minutes they are up and around). This is one of the fastest acting aids we could ever give for the heart, because it feeds that heart immediately. Most hearts are suffering from malnutrition because of processed food we are eating, but here it gets a good powerful dose of real food and it's something that has brought people in time after time. This is something that everyone should know how great it is, because a heart attack can come to your friends or loved ones any time. And even yourself. The warm tea is faster working than tablets, capsules, cold tea, because the warm tea opens up the cell structure--makes it expand and accept the cayenne that much faster, and it goes directly to the heart, through the artery system, and feeds it in powerful food. "
                                                                The Healing Power of Cayenne Pepper : Complete Handbook of Cayenne Home Remedies
                                                                Poderes Curativos De Los Chiles/Healiing Powers of Hot Peppers
                                                                Left for Dead This book digs up the dirt on the medical establishment saying that heart surgery can nearly kill you and do you no good in the end, all done with a whopping price-tag. Drugs are favored over herbs since they can be patented and sold to patients for great profits. Dick Quinn gives his personal testimony about nearly dying from heart surgery, but finally getting well by taking Cayenne, Garlic, Onion and other herbs, but mainly Cayenne. He scoured the earth looking for the hottest Cayenne he could find to burn his insides out! But no matter how much it burns, it's all good for you. He started his own herb company servicing mainly heart conditions which had a lot of loyal customers until the FDA... shut him down because his cure was effective and cheap, and the medical establishment did not profit. I ran out and bought some Cayenne and popped several daily. I really didn't get the energy boost he got, but I suppose they're helping. The book tells his story first, then describes some herbs secondly, and then ends with the disadvantages of heart surgery. There are sage quotes about the medical establishment and goodness of healing herbs throughout the book from distinguished men. The book seems somewhat disjointed as it goes into its different, but inter-related parts written by different authors. Quinn's story is short, skims the surface, and has some drama, but certainly is not a candidate for an Oscar winning movie. The writing style is direct, conversational, and informative and skips all literary flourishes to get the news out that herbs can heal. I found particularly interesting that drugs like aspirin merely synthetically imitate the healing effects of herbs, such as aspirin being derived from Willow Bark.
                                                                Dr. John Christopher, famous natural healer, praised the use of Cayenne throughout the time of his practice. He had this to say in his Newsletter titled "Cayenne", Vol 1, Number 12
                                                                "In 35 years of practice, and working with the people and teaching, I have never on house calls lost one heart attack patient and the reason is, whenever I go in--if they are still breathing--I pour down them a cup of cayenne tea (a teaspoon of cayenne in a cup of hot water, and within minutes they are up and around). This is one of the fastest acting aids we could ever give for the heart, because it feeds that heart immediately. Most hearts are suffering from malnutrition because of processed food we are eating, but here it gets a good powerful dose of real food and it's something that has brought people in time after time. This is something that everyone should know how great it is, because a heart attack can come to your friends or loved ones any time. And even yourself. The warm tea is faster working than tablets, capsules, cold tea, because the warm tea opens up the cell structure--makes it expand and accept the cayenne that much faster, and it goes directly to the heart, through the artery system, and feeds it in powerful food.
                                                                To show the value of cayenne, and how great it is, and what a wonderful heart food it is, this story has been repeated in a number of publications on doctors in the East who put some live heart tissue into a sterile beaker filled with distilled water, and fed it nothing but cayenne pepper, cleaning off sediments periodically and adding nothing but distilled water from natural evaporation. During the time that they were feeding the heart tissue, they would have to trim it continually every few days because it would grow so rapidly. Having no control glands (pituitary and pineal glands), the tissue just continued to grow rapidly and, because of this, they had to watch it over the years and the doctors and associates kept the heart tissue alive for fifteen years.
                                                                After the doctor died, his associates kept it alive for two more years before destroying it so they could do more research work on it. This shows the high food value cayenne gives to heart tissue. This is why so many, many amazing instances have come to light, people who have used cayenne when they had heart attacks because, in most cases, your heart attack is a case of malnutrition. The heart hasn't had a decent meal for so long that it is practically starved, and we give it immediately a good meal instead of whipping it with nitroglycerine or digitalis or some other type of drug to force it to beat rapidly to bring more food values to the heart so that it could find a little help to keep going. Here we give the cayenne directly to the system, and it goes into the heart area acting as a good full meal. Many fast responses come from this."
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                                                                • DOMINATER
                                                                  SBR MVP
                                                                  • 12-10-09
                                                                  • 3698

                                                                  #33
                                                                  thanks warrior,I will try this remedy if I begin to go into a heart attack mode, the problem lies with this, my arteries are clean . It is the actual cells. The heart is a muscle approximately the size of your fist when its closed. I led a very clean life , never abusing myself . For reasons not known at this time the arteries have no deposits of fat he remarked when he he did the angiogram ,but the muscle is slightly enlarged,and severly weakened. They believe it may be the lymne disease .Thanks for the great information, I am not sure if I should consider going internationally to have a process done by japanese surgeons . They grow tissue from a healthy family member then implant it ,somehow into the heart. It is very much like stem cell replacement surgery.Weight also has been a issue I weigh 210 lbs they want me down another 30lbs.B.M.I. is a joke
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                                                                  • BET THE HOOK
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                                                                    • 02-16-09
                                                                    • 1947

                                                                    #34
                                                                    Brother you sound like you are very educated and strong willed as well. Dont listed to idiots here that are negative. You can spin this thing around. Try some alternatives and alot of prayer. I will say a prayer for you myself tonight. Also there is definitely life after death. My best friend passed and he communicates with me pretty regularly. Good luck to you and yours brother.
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                                                                    • DOMINATER
                                                                      SBR MVP
                                                                      • 12-10-09
                                                                      • 3698

                                                                      #35
                                                                      Dutch, I led a full life I am 64 years old , I did 2 tours in Vietnam. I never bring up the war. You could not understand that part of my life. I will explain what happened, I was running from the battle which was planned. About 12 of us went into a swamp area , as those bastards followed us into the swampy area we had teams of three sitting and waiting it was like shooting fish in a barrell , they lost over 60 men that night .What I did see was as soldiers layed on the wet ground ,loud machine gun fire and smoke and flares lit the swamp like fenway park I saw images leaving their bodieswas it the flares bouncing off their bodies , no these were images of people sweeping around ,then disapearing. all of you heard what happened almost 40 years thats the first time I mentioned this to people other than my wife.I have had an exciting life. I had gone to a shrink for 15 years, trying to understand death , I knew everyone is going to die, but I really had no control so I worked and worked on it . I had everthing , surely I was blessed , but death was going to take this away. I had a great doc , he helped me. Instead of being disturbed and frustraded . I decided to face this dilemma and be a man. Like those hundres back in the swamps or like my family members Etc. All I can say if you think I am giving you the bull ,don't come on the ride who knows what will happen , and for all the great people that have said something nice thanks I really need to do this. P.S. dutch I am sorry . please excuse me its not easy when you are facing your demise.
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