No1here, government won't help you, but Almighty God will if you turn to Him. Whatever you do, don't kill yourself pal.
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pronk
Restricted User
11-22-08
6887
#38
If you still there somewhere, please read this:
"Don't be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand."
Isaiah 41:10
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Extra Innings
SBR Posting Legend
02-26-10
15058
#39
Originally posted by no1here
Bateman I am at the same place that you are and have always hated life even though it has been extremely good and sucessful. January 13, 2013 is date selected by me to end it all. I do not make dying a bad thing nor suicide. I believe that there is no right or wrong, simply my way or your way. We are all the writer, director, and actor of our own life and know exactly what we believe and need. The only thing that I can tell you is that you are not alone and that it doesn't go away. Learn to deal with it for your families sake by simply accepting it and that it is OK and quite natural. The feeling is yours and OK, accept it but honor it no more. Whenever it comes up, put an X through it and send it into the white light. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I have alot of quotes I like on the wall in front of me that helps alot.
You're alive! Was it the points or legalization of weed?
Tata!
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ttwarrior1
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
06-23-09
28460
#40
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ttwarrior1
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
06-23-09
28460
#41
extra innings, did you make a new clock or something?
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no1here
SBR Hall of Famer
03-23-09
5914
#42
funny that I outlived tt as he is dead here now
every day is a struggle but I continue to go on, unfortunately
not depressed because I have bad life as I don't, on paper I have it better then 90% of you
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Swinging Johnson
SBR Hall of Famer
08-12-09
7604
#43
Originally posted by no1here
funny that I outlived tt as he is dead here now
every day is a struggle but I continue to go on, unfortunately
not depressed because I have bad life as I don't, on paper I have it better then 90% of you
You won this battle. Win some more, it becomes contagious. Good luck pal, you can do it.
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daneblazer
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
09-14-08
27861
#44
Originally posted by no1here
funny that I outlived tt as he is dead here now
every day is a struggle but I continue to go on, unfortunately
not depressed because I have bad life as I don't, on paper I have it better then 90% of you
Games and life aren't played on paper
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Jayvegas420
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
03-09-11
28213
#45
tic tic tic tic
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mikejamm
SBR Posting Legend
08-24-09
11047
#46
Good to still have you around n1h! Hang in there bro, life gets better, you just gotta get out there and go for it! Cheers!Let's me and you hit the Denver Cannabis Cup fella!
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pulledclear
SBR Hall of Famer
02-19-12
6684
#47
Dude cant get his pills anymore eh!
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Extra Innings
SBR Posting Legend
02-26-10
15058
#48
Originally posted by daneblazer
Games and life aren't played on paper
Never could find the quote over the years and it is not the one Johann Wolfgang von Goethe but the King yearns for the peace and solace of the "poor" man.
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PAULYPOKER
BARRELED IN @ SBR!
12-06-08
36581
#49
Keep fighting the fight N#1
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rufflesmuncher
SBR Wise Guy
04-02-11
610
#50
Don't know much abt this situation but don't give up bud! Live life until its your time, and don't make that choice on your own! Let life do it for you when the time comes. Keep living and making the best of what you got left!