Like I needed another addiction. Just for the hell of it, I started up an account a few days ago and ended up not coming in here or placing a bet for a couple of days. Not good right there already. Then I slowly realized I don't have many friends left at all that would communicate with me, cause afterall look at what I been doing with my life for so long now. Believe it or not, we are not exactly the cool, glamorous dudes we sometimes think we are in the eyes of most folks.
And the few old "friends" that did crawl out of the woodwork....well you maybe just as soon they had stayed there anyway. So not used to real, people not hiding their identity communicating with me. Then the paranoia set in and I started to feel the presence of the Feds.....tha't OK, I'm used to that, but here they don't know who the f**k I am. Or at least I delude myself into thinking that they don't.
And finally, I really don't have much to say there and have got to filter everything real carefully. For instance yesterday, I wanted to post on my wall for my few friends and say Auburn is such a +EV tonight what with the great Rivalry and getting 17 points. Get some!! The few friends I have collected [except maybe a few broken downl horseplayers] wouldn't have had a clue.
So I started to think I needed to be a ghost on FB. That train of thought got derailed pretty damn quick.
After I spent a few days there, I feel a renewed appreciation of SBR.... feel at home here.......even though I could be a grandfather to some of you kids. Just remember young guys.....you stay in this life a long time and the doors to your old life will slowly get locked.
And maybe that is a fuc***g good thing......this life we choose.
And the few old "friends" that did crawl out of the woodwork....well you maybe just as soon they had stayed there anyway. So not used to real, people not hiding their identity communicating with me. Then the paranoia set in and I started to feel the presence of the Feds.....tha't OK, I'm used to that, but here they don't know who the f**k I am. Or at least I delude myself into thinking that they don't.
And finally, I really don't have much to say there and have got to filter everything real carefully. For instance yesterday, I wanted to post on my wall for my few friends and say Auburn is such a +EV tonight what with the great Rivalry and getting 17 points. Get some!! The few friends I have collected [except maybe a few broken downl horseplayers] wouldn't have had a clue.
So I started to think I needed to be a ghost on FB. That train of thought got derailed pretty damn quick.
After I spent a few days there, I feel a renewed appreciation of SBR.... feel at home here.......even though I could be a grandfather to some of you kids. Just remember young guys.....you stay in this life a long time and the doors to your old life will slowly get locked.
And maybe that is a fuc***g good thing......this life we choose.