I hear you. These are crucial times right now. There's a mind war going on right now and most people don't even know it.
My advice to you is do things that bring you joy and avoid thinking about the issues that are bringing you down. It seems like it's distracting you from things that are important such as improving yourself and spending time with your loved one. When you're ready to face the evils, you'll know how to balance them all.
I took a long break from searching for the truth but now I can balance both where my life can still be good while knowing the truth. It's hard but it can be done. It's all about balance. You'll comeback stronger than ever. Good luck with your journey
My advice to you is do things that bring you joy and avoid thinking about the issues that are bringing you down. It seems like it's distracting you from things that are important such as improving yourself and spending time with your loved one. When you're ready to face the evils, you'll know how to balance them all.
I took a long break from searching for the truth but now I can balance both where my life can still be good while knowing the truth. It's hard but it can be done. It's all about balance. You'll comeback stronger than ever. Good luck with your journey