Hey Guys,
I'm the last guy who should be asking here but honestly I need some help.
What I need is to keep away from SBR poker except for Tournies and RO. So if you see me sit down remind me to leave, if I stay and don't mention RO give me hell. Give me no incentive to stay put.
I need this help bad. I recently had another hospital stay and Ol Bored here is worse for the wear. When I get sicker I get stressed and desperate to talk to people. When I sit at the tables and lose. Then I get more stressed/sicker because all I want is to sit and talk and now have no chips to do it. That has always been the source of my SBR poker addiction and my defaulting on loans. That and of course my own inability to control that addiction and act like an adult about it when I let my addiction win.
But honestly it's not just my health, but I need to stay away to get better as a player. I realized I've been playing SBR poker since it opened with just SNGs. Not only have I got worst as a player, But I have not one time in any major tourney Cashed. Qualified yes, Came close to bubble yes. But Not one Cash, Not one World or Ryders Cup.. Nothing.
So please I know it will be hard not to clean out my fishy arse at the tables for a while. But I need it.
I'm the last guy who should be asking here but honestly I need some help.
What I need is to keep away from SBR poker except for Tournies and RO. So if you see me sit down remind me to leave, if I stay and don't mention RO give me hell. Give me no incentive to stay put.
I need this help bad. I recently had another hospital stay and Ol Bored here is worse for the wear. When I get sicker I get stressed and desperate to talk to people. When I sit at the tables and lose. Then I get more stressed/sicker because all I want is to sit and talk and now have no chips to do it. That has always been the source of my SBR poker addiction and my defaulting on loans. That and of course my own inability to control that addiction and act like an adult about it when I let my addiction win.
But honestly it's not just my health, but I need to stay away to get better as a player. I realized I've been playing SBR poker since it opened with just SNGs. Not only have I got worst as a player, But I have not one time in any major tourney Cashed. Qualified yes, Came close to bubble yes. But Not one Cash, Not one World or Ryders Cup.. Nothing.
So please I know it will be hard not to clean out my fishy arse at the tables for a while. But I need it.
