emotionally barreled in really bad. i dont know how bateman does this pill popping stuff all the time i have no way out of this mess right now. i have roughly 16 hours until i might be able to fall asleep and i figure 10 of those are going to be really really rough. then the next day i will be so depressed it will be the worst. ive learned my adderall lesson the hard way and this will cure me of any yayo cravings im pretty sure. a week ago i was roller blading and eating spinach and now im struggling and will run out of yayo midday tomorrow. plus my parents have been calling my cell phone and i havent been answering and my mom will be up all night worrying. all i can tell myself is that in a week i will be chemical free and if someone doesnt like me then whatever im not going to take pills so ppl like me. im so depressed and done with this junk

...he'll give you a winner (just hedge at halftime and you wont win but you wont lose either
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