I feel so happy and content with myself after hanging out with that girl, im kinder to my family and my nephews and just feel happy. I feel like a caged monster and the only thing that can set me free is the love of woman. I truly believe love is the only thing that can help me and make me into a better person. Every time im with that girl time stands still and my life feels whole, i feel like a different person. Like im actually alive.
Everyday i grow uglier and more bitter, i need to be saved. I need a girl to replenish me with the love ive been so deprived of, i want her beauty to seep into my soul and heal me. I want a girlto look past my scars and really love me. I want her to feel protected when shes around me,i want to be her man and she will be proud of me.
Is love too good for me? Do i deserve something that beautiful?...I long for it with all my heart.
Everyday i grow uglier and more bitter, i need to be saved. I need a girl to replenish me with the love ive been so deprived of, i want her beauty to seep into my soul and heal me. I want a girlto look past my scars and really love me. I want her to feel protected when shes around me,i want to be her man and she will be proud of me.
Is love too good for me? Do i deserve something that beautiful?...I long for it with all my heart.


I lol'd.