Time for Change

[eaglesfan371]

Savings began. First paycheck banked. On way to real estate in 18 months or less.

I realized I’ve become extremely soft. No longer is my personality attractive like it was in college. Frat guy, partied every weekend, did drugs, motorcycle, tatted etc. Now I’m fukking helping old ladies with animals and taking girls on painting dates. What the fuk is wrong with me.

I had 4 close friends who this softness had developed around. I explained the situation and then blocked them today. In college, I was arrested, attempted suicide twice, and was entirely alone to deal with my demons despite my fun. I must do that again. I must be alone and become heartless again.

[jts1207]

Attempted suicides are for attention seeking whores only

[eaglesfan371]

Attempted suicides are for attention seeking whores only

Took 5 ambien and 20 otc sleeping meds. Woke up and puked my guts out.

Drank 5th of alcohol to kill myself, dorm roommate found me passed out, blew 0.42.

Don’t tell me I was attention seeking, I should be dead. Hence why one of my tattoos is a large heart beat line across the right side of my chest.

[jts1207]

Took 5 ambien and 20 otc sleeping meds. Woke up and puked my guts out.

Drank 5th of alcohol to kill myself, dorm roommate found me passed out, blew 0.42.

Don’t tell me I was attention seeking, I should be dead. Hence why one of my tattoos is a large heart beat line across the right side of my chest.

Please stop guy.....you weren't trying hard enough. If you wanted dead you'd be dead.

[Grits n' Gravy]

This is a gambling forum not a Jewish housewife’s diary.

Man up Felicia.

[Foxx]

Hey man, don’t give up. 3rd time’s a charm.

[unlearn]

Pussies and women use pills. Try a gun next time

[Sol Diablo]

Good God. This is sad.

Just log off and don't come back. That would be a good start.

[ThaTopMoron]

Please stop guy.....you weren't trying hard enough. If you wanted dead you'd be dead.

he tried to go out the easy way with no pain...

[Quatro Quatro]

Now that’s what I call a cool story bro, volume 18

[5mike5]

Pussies and women use pills. Try a gun next time

true

[Sanity Check]

Took 5 ambien and 20 otc sleeping meds.

Someone I know tried to kill themselves with pills & had their stomach pumped.

For the record, the doctor said that's a horrible and painful way to die.

I don't know if that's true or not.

[mikejamm]

Time for an Attention Whoring Change
There, fixed it for you eagleshit. Continue on narcissistic dumb fuk.

[Salam]

We got a tough crowd here

[Quatro Quatro]

You soft fukk, next time jump in front of a bus you pansy fukk

[PittsburghPlayer]

Eagles, the 1st step to toughening up was to show us not tell us. You can`t come here with story after story and not expect to be attacked, mange.

If you need help, ask someone.

and if you ever contemplate taking your own life again, call Hurry
all he has to do is make a phone call, you leave the cash under your pillow and you die in your sleep without having to whack yourself off

has ad on dark web

[cincinnatikid513]

time to stop being so judgemental of other posters

[BigdaddyQH]

Tell it to a Priest or Rabbi. In here, no one gives a crap because these people are basically worthless going in.

[JAKEPEAVY21]

time to stop being so judgemental of other posters

they ask for it if they continually start threads like this

[PittsburghPlayer]

EagleDude, mentioning the word you did could potentially prompt a phone call to ... NO one here wants you to whack yourself off either.
Not without a Fukk You video to who or whomever it is pushing you to those thoughts. Something is `cause that`s some dark shit.

also you owe the forum a "check-in" to show you are alive, appears to be well over 12 hours since you have

wait, BREAKING NEWS - Hurry just called left your address but it was in Spanish, if you could help a poster out so I don`t have to call him back.

Thnx Mange

[Big Bear]

Savings began. First paycheck banked. On way to real estate in 18 months or less.

I realized I’ve become extremely soft. No longer is my personality attractive like it was in college. Frat guy, partied every weekend, did drugs, motorcycle, tatted etc. Now I’m fukking helping old ladies with animals and taking girls on painting dates. What the fuk is wrong with me.

I had 4 close friends who this softness had developed around. I explained the situation and then blocked them today. In college, I was arrested, attempted suicide twice, and was entirely alone to deal with my demons despite my fun. I must do that again. I must be alone and become heartless again.

I had to do something similar I blocked my beta male friends phone numbers.

Eat the red pill bro

don’t take no shit from anybody. Make women EARN your affection.

[mpaschal34]

Every time I think there is no way eaglesfan can make himself look more pitiful, he starts a new thread and proves me wrong.

[eaglesfan371]

Y’all realize I don’t care what you guys respond. My posts trigger responses, hateful responses but adds to the # of times this site is interacted with.

I speak to clear my mind, I don’t speak for people’s opinions. I couldn’t care less. I only rely on myself, no one else.

[jts1207]

Y’all realize I don’t care what you guys respond. My posts trigger responses, hateful responses but adds to the # of times this site is interacted with.

I speak to clear my mind, I don’t speak for people’s opinions. I couldn’t care less. I only rely on myself, no one else.

Now you're one of those guys worried about thread views. News flash ...... nobody gives a fuk. Majority post on mobile and can't see thread views anyway......you aren't that important I promise.

[allabout the $$$]

EagleDude, mentioning the word you did could potentially prompt a phone call to ... NO one here wants you to whack yourself off either.
Not without a Fukk You video to who or whomever it is pushing you to those thoughts. Something is `cause that`s some dark shit.

also you owe the forum a "check-in" to show you are alive, appears to be well over 12 hours since you have

wait, BREAKING NEWS - Hurry just called left your address but it was in Spanish, if you could help a poster out so I don`t have to call him back.

Thnx Mange

Speak for yourself buddy

[Big Bear]

Y’all realize I don’t care what you guys respond. My posts trigger responses, hateful responses but adds to the # of times this site is interacted with.

I speak to clear my mind, I don’t speak for people’s opinions. I couldn’t care less. I only rely on myself, no one else.

exactly man. Post about what you want. We can chat about whatever in here. It’s good to get others feedback and perspective. Some of these topics our coworkers wouldn’t be able to relate to.

Basically I’m at work most of my life and my coworkers for the most part don’t want to have discussions with me about pussy
(I work with mostly women) and they sure as hell don’t want to hear me talk about my interaction with the mail man today

[Otters27]

Hang in there eagles. I'd say make gambling your mail. Hobby. Helps keep your mind off stuff

[pablo222]

How can you be alone?
Don't you live in a Chinese tenement?
Nothing wrong with painting and petting kittens if that's what you are into.

[eaglesfan371]

EagleDude, mentioning the word you did could potentially prompt a phone call to ... NO one here wants you to whack yourself off either.
Not without a Fukk You video to who or whomever it is pushing you to those thoughts. Something is `cause that`s some dark shit.

also you owe the forum a "check-in" to show you are alive, appears to be well over 12 hours since you have

wait, BREAKING NEWS - Hurry just called left your address but it was in Spanish, if you could help a poster out so I don`t have to call him back.

Thnx Mange

Don’t worry, it would take a ton for me to get back to those lows of roughly 5 years ago. I haven’t had any suicidal thoughts in years. Yeah life isn’t great but I have two degrees from a good school, money saved, great job now, good physique and fitness level, etc. The area of my life that sucks is dating and friendships.

[Big Bear]

We got a tough crowd here

yeah I agree. I’ve had 3 friends kill themselves with pills in the last few years. Eagles is right he is lucky to be alive.
But he is also admitting that he was soft and needs to toughen up.So he knows what he needs to do. The only way you can fail is to quit trying.

[Big Bear]

You soft fukk, next time jump in front of a bus you pansy fukk

wow this made me lol

don’t hold back

[Big Bear]

Savings began. First paycheck banked. On way to real estate in 18 months or less.

I realized I’ve become extremely soft. No longer is my personality attractive like it was in college. Frat guy, partied every weekend, did drugs, motorcycle, tatted etc. Now I’m fukking helping old ladies with animals and taking girls on painting dates. What the fuk is wrong with me.

I had 4 close friends who this softness had developed around. I explained the situation and then blocked them today. In college, I was arrested, attempted suicide twice, and was entirely alone to deal with my demons despite my fun. I must do that again. I must be alone and become heartless again.

how much is a painting class?

just curious as I may try it too

I hear its therapeutic

[Mr KLC]

Adversity introduces a man to himself.

[themike78]

I thought this eagles guy was gay. Isn't being soft normal for you type of people?

[Big Bear]

Adversity introduces a man to himself.

thats deep man