would you drink if you were terminally ill?

[Fire in da hole]

Who is “they?”

[bonusguy]

come on man thats really strong

[bonusguy]

really come on plz dont go this route. im drinking every day. thats it. then i will be dead. good deal for everyobe

[funnyb25]

[bonusguy]

i saw the writing on the wall. decided to drink

[Eddy Munny]

What about the frequent urinations though? Are you prepared for such consequences?

[funnyb25]

Without help, there is no defense against the first drink.

[HurryUpAndDrink]

who is?

im lost here pal

[bonusguy]

just dont care brosephs. ive done all i can to be a good citizen. its apparent that im not allowed. so im going to drink

[bonusguy]

im using booze as a pain-killer. that is all

[bonusguy]

so far 4 beers with mixed results. sucks

[bonusguy]

fine ass neighbor girl thinks im cute

[bonusguy]

looks like ill be moving over to the apartment. now i can really drink. and if i make handjob every once in while then so be it. i need to release just like every other guy

[HurryUpAndDrink]

no need to beat yourself over some beers... many people drink, many are good people

stop trying to demonize and sabotage yourself

[bonusguy]

actually i take that back. for real.

[bonusguy]

no need to beat yourself over some beers... many people drink, many are good people

stop trying to demonize and sabotage yourself

hurrier im good bro. only way im not good is if i get "the works"

im talking pepperoni, onions, green peppers ect

then ill be going to the hospital where i will be the most miserable guy there

[bonusguy]

hurrier if i survive this mess then ill come down to CR and we can drink and gamble

[bonusguy]

and the deatbead dad heroin junkies with solid healthy genes and every opportunity in the world shall inherit the earth

[bonusguy]

i cant really say anymore. I consider myself Christian. I fear God so much that it makes me a little crazy. I did my best. I don;t think that ill be pulverized tonight, i believe however that im done asap

[bonusguy]

or we will all be friends. and i can live

[slayer14]

Be prepared for a headache next morning lol

[HurryUpAndDrink]

hurrier if i survive this mess then ill come down to CR and we can drink and gamble

this would be cool, get your shit together and work on that

maybe you can find a less stressful life down here and find a balance

maybe you are not a suburban guy man, maybe u need to go full hippie and live at the beach or the mountains

[thechaoz]

Hookers and blow G

[thechaoz]

you know as little as i know. you allowed yourself to be in a dicey situation. gl

Huh? I love my life. Regardless, best of luck with your struggles.

[Chipup]

Bonusguy no ones advice matters, we're not experiencing what you are pal. I got kids so I have to endure everything including shame. Sounds like you just need some selfish you time. Go somewhere you find quite and relaxing and order a hooker. Then drink a little while eating a good meal. Then go get a rub n tug. Maybe another whore.

You know Autodonk's daily ritual.

My guess is this routine will get old before a few days is out for you. But there will be a moment after where you realize existentialism. When it hits you the things you considered were for you didn't make you happy and wasted your time. The time you spend in pity over the impending doom. Wasted. You realize life isn't just about you but the people you have in it. Then all you can hope is the people in your life dont suck wow what a buzzkill that would be

[bonusguy]

i only care about burning in hell. that is all. what can i do to avoid it. i fear God more then anything. But i am handicapped, i cant work. I cant provide for even myself. And im cornered. I need relief

[slayer14]

Bonus is your life lonely

[bonusguy]

waves of extreme anxiety. very strange, doesnt fit with the amount of booze. you suck mark

[bonusguy]

i feel like shit. done postong

[HurryUpAndDrink]

drink more, get a blowjob and fukkin relax bro

im stressing out just by reading this anxiety shit, gonna start bouncing from the walls and shit

[bonusguy]

again. you know

[bonusguy]

you used this stupid fuk to get inside my head and he blew it

hes a worthless piece of garbage and he did me good. my mind is solid my future is solid. i will read this everytime i dont think it is

borzborz

[bonusguy]

God wont punish me for being drunk he wont. He will punish other junnkies

[slayer14]

Why cant JJ put his millions of dollars to good use and help the vulnerable in the SBR community like Bonusguy

[bonusguy]

let me tell you something. posting sucks. everytime i watch tv i feel good. when i post i feel bad

so im not posting. need to snag a .3 BAC tonight on coors

will read a little Bible i think psalm 38. i dont know. was classic