I have felt this way for a week now and can't really get to the source. It's not my girl, I love her, always will, want to be with her, my job kind of blows but it's a job in this economy. I came to the assumption it is the fact I am buried in school work, living alone, doing the 9-5. Wish I were still like Venditto in a way, no responsibility, wake up at 1pm, jerkoff, wipe my cock on a sock. Shuffle down to mommy making lunch. Fukk me.
