So this basically controls my entire life.

[Pecos Bill]

im 24 years old and about 3 years ago i think i started suffering from a thing called body dysmorphia or body dysmorphic disorder...it basically means, that i hate myself...i just hate myself physically, i hate my nose, i hate the fact that my face is asymmetrical, i hate the texture of my skin(its like the surface of the fvcking moon!). its gotten worse over the years and its to the point where i hardly enjoy going out with friends anymore...i just cant enjoy myself when i have such low self esteem and zero confidence. I evenfeel anxious and uneasy when im around good looking people, i feel inadequate.

so because of all this, i have been seriously considering getting some major plastic surgery done. such as a nose job, and getting a jaw implant. maybe even some braces because i dont like my teeth...i would like to point out that this stuff isnt in my imagination either..ive been called ugly by drunk friends and girls give me the look of disgust when i approach them. If you would see me in reallife,youd see that imtruly an ugly individual(the main reason i would never attend a bash)

the problem though is that getting plastic surgery scares the shit out of me. not because im scared the doc will **** up, but because i will feel like im not "me" anymore..like im not natural. its a horrible feeling knowing that i have to change myself, the person who ive been for 22 years, just to be happy and fit in once again. it makes me so angry that it has to be this way. the last thing i want to do is get plastic surgery, but at the same time i NEED it in order to begin living again. I just dont know what to do. :/

[tacomax]

Have you tried covering your face with your hands?

[InTheHole]

[InTheHole]

You got to be able to get a chick with all the yayo you do.

[Pecos Bill]

You got to be able to get a chick with all the yayo you do.

Bro ive been doing so much coke my nose is starting to bleed every time. Thats why i didnt do the other line in the vid cuz my nose started bleeding like crazy. Oh and ive only done coke by myself or with fat mexican dealers.

[wtf]

i GUARANTEE this girl thinks your fukin hot!

[pico]

maybe you should be like mj and try to be around innocent kids who would only judge you on how much ice cream you have.

[Iwinyourmoney]

U been laid?

[Pecos Bill]

U been laid?

not for the past 3 years and 4 months.

[payingthejuice]

Whats the disorder called when you hate people who crave attention?? I think I have that....

[pimike]

i GUARANTEE this girl thinks your fukin hot!

[wtf]

i get the feeling this is another c&p job, need the pros in on this one

[MilfDriller]

It's all in your head, bro. You're a lot better looking than durito so no worries.

Basically, all that shit is in your head. Look at that rapping midget... Lil Midget or whatever his name is. The dude is like 5'6" and has a tiny pecker... and with all his money he bangs the hottest chicks. The guy is a rapping clueless clown (like most of them are) and he has a high opinion of himself, lol. You're worth more than Lil Midget Rapper.

Lots of beautiful women think they're fat or that some tiny flaw is as glaring as an elephant tusk. Donald Trump has a live raccoon on his head... and he doesn't mind.

Stan Van Gundy is prolly the ugliest porn star in the history of the world.... but he doesn't view himself that way.

I suggest you get into bodybuilding and start pumping iron. Just get blown up... but not like your avatar.

Your mental outlook is a common chicano cultural phenomenon... however, you are one of the few chicanos that is cognizant of that reality. That is a huge plus and means you can make progress from there.

I suggest you get into fitnes and bodybuilding. Do it in a slow, precise, calculated manner. Do not focus your energies on pounding the weights in the beginning, but rather on mastering your preparation and analysis.

And change that friggin avatar.

[blittydeuce]

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Basically, all that shit is in your head. Look at that rapping midget... Lil Midget or whatever his name is. The dude is like 5'6" and has a tiny pecker... and with all his money he bangs the hottest chicks. The guy is a rapping clueless clown (like most of them are) and he has a high opinion of himself, lol. You're worth more than Lil Midget Rapper.

Midget Mac?

[Pecos Bill]

i get the feeling this is another c&p job, need the pros in on this one

This has actually been on my mind for a few months.

http://forum.sbrforum.com/players-talk/189951-plastic-surgery.html

[MilfDriller]

blitty -- it's that rapper from atlanta. the guy is a midget... tatted all across his face and likely on his vagina as well. all rappers are basically the same... uneducated clowns.

same with Enema. The thing about Enema is that he's the classic case of the king's clothing... stupid lemming white people are too dumb to figure that out.

[reno cool]

It's all in your head, bro. You're a lot better looking than durito so no worries.

Basically, all that shit is in your head. Look at that rapping midget... Lil Midget or whatever his name is. The dude is like 5'6" and has a tiny pecker... and with all his money he bangs the hottest chicks. The guy is a rapping clueless clown (like most of them are) and he has a high opinion of himself, lol. You're worth more than Lil Midget Rapper.

Lots of beautiful women think they're fat or that some tiny flaw is as glaring as an elephant tusk. Donald Trump has a live raccoon on his head... and he doesn't mind.

Stan Van Gundy is prolly the ugliest porn star in the history of the world.. .. but he doesn't view himself that way.

I suggest you get into bodybuilding and start pumping iron. Just get blown up... but not like your avatar.

Your mental outlook is a common chicano cultural phenomenon... however, you are one of the few chicanos that is cognizant of that reality. That is a huge plus and means you can make progress from there.

I suggest you get into fitnes and bodybuilding. Do it in a slow, precise, calculated manner. Do not focus your energies on pounding the weights in the beginning, but rather on mastering your preparation and analysis.

And change that friggin avatar.

[MilfDriller]

One more thing, bro. Be grateful with your health. You're a healthy young man. The other day I saw this midget dwarf in a mini-scooter (she was too small to fit in a wheelchair) and she worked in a grocery store. She was so happy to work there rolling around in her little scooter... and basically she was the store pet. But she was happy that she was doing something.

I looked at her and thought, 'Damn... she can't even sit on a toilet among other things... she'd fall in and drown' ... but she was a triumph. Be glad you're not her.

[wtf]

also, be happy your NOT THIS UGLY MOTHER FUKER!

[tacomax]

Or this ugly cunt.

[tacomax]

Remember, Pecos - if you're a cunt with a balding blonde afro then sunglasses will not disguise the fact that you're a cunt with a balding blonde afro. That's something I found out on my OWN that I came up with on my OWN.

[konck]

A man walked around an was told he had to carry a huge cross on his back all the time. Every day he complained about the cross he had to bear. One day after the next complaining all the time. Finally the Lord spoke to him and said you have complained every day. The man said of course look what i have to carry on my back every day. The Lord said ok I will take you to a room of people carrying crosses you pick one out that suits you better. The man entered the room an saw every cross was way bigger than his. He said they all have bigger crosses to bear than me Lord. The man replied I'm sorry for complaining....I get it.