Embarrassing

**gauchojake** · 11-07-16, 07:21 PM

trobin offers a more clinical approach

**Dirty Sanchez** · 11-07-16, 07:29 PM

Just watch some jj Gold videos...then you'll realize he's a fukkin trainwreck and your life isn't so bad

**jjgold** · 11-07-16, 07:31 PM

Sanchez your right

**Thor4140** · 11-07-16, 07:33 PM

Originally posted by ATLIEN6

I'd say don't take any of that shit in general. Pharmas are bad. I think they actually create more problems with the side effects they cause. Smoke some weed you'll be alright. Sorry about what happened

what if he gains 500 lbs from the munchies? Set off a whole bunch of shittier problems unless his jaw is still wired shut.

**Thor4140** · 11-07-16, 07:40 PM

Originally posted by Fidel_CashFlow

Sigh, was not in my hometown , someone messed with my younger cousin
I stuck up for him , everything cooled down . They waited till I was alone later and got me
What, may I ask , is the anti depressant you are on cuz if you are not you should be chewing them like candy

For a depressed guy that some funny shit u just said there

**trobin31** · 11-07-16, 07:42 PM

hippocratoc oath obligates me to save this poor guey

I am protected by good sumaritan law

**Fidel_CashFlow** · 11-07-16, 08:18 PM

Dont really need saved trobin,was mainly just wondering whats the best overall one to take

Im the happiest person you all have never met b4 this

I spent 3 years in prison once, along with 7 more months at another time

and not once did my will break , not once.

There is something about this though that is getting to me like nothing never has before

So going to look into that shit gaucho was talking about then maybe a low dosed antidepressant

until hopefully this nerve damage problem and jaw recovery starts to diminish

**Da Manster!** · 11-07-16, 08:47 PM

good to see you again, Clint!...

...hope you feel better, bro!...

....I finished 3rd in annual MLB contest this year!...

...tell Samantha I said sup!...

**tatddy** · 11-07-16, 08:49 PM

All the best, Fidel. Hope all of these hard times are just to balance out the better days ahead.

**allabout the $$$** · 11-07-16, 09:07 PM

fidel what were you doing hanging around by nysportsguy? you should know better the way we abused him in his thread

he had like 50 little persians jump you. cmon man you did a 3 year bid you should have known he was coming for you

in all seriousness get well soon dont let what happened depress you.

your gonna be ok. it takes some time but you will be back to yourself before you know it

**turtlejc** · 11-07-16, 09:50 PM

there are two different strains of weed

indica and sativa

many say there is no difference but i feel them

try one or the other, one has to work

but if you are a stoner you know this already

get better man!

**JAKEPEAVY21** · 11-07-16, 09:53 PM

sorry to hear, Fidel

hopefully you turn the corner soon

**slambam** · 11-07-16, 10:40 PM

Good luck Fidel, I've never been there, but I don't really believe in drugs. When I get old I'm gonna be the 80 year old telling the nurse to fukk off as she tries giving me some Houdini shit. You ever try acupuncture? My boss swears by it, all natural shit like that. Not sure how it would work on the wounds, but might be able to cool off the stress/depression. Good luck man, hang in there. Hopefully you can do anything you can to clear your mind and get past it.

**kidcudi92** · 11-07-16, 10:57 PM

good luck fidel

mental illness is nothing to be ashamed about

**kidcudi92** · 11-07-16, 10:58 PM

Originally posted by Fidel_CashFlow

Dont really need saved trobin,was mainly just wondering whats the best overall one to take

Im the happiest person you all have never met b4 this

I spent 3 years in prison once, along with 7 more months at another time

and not once did my will break , not once.

There is something about this though that is getting to me like nothing never has before

So going to look into that shit gaucho was talking about then maybe a low dosed antidepressant

until hopefully this nerve damage problem and jaw recovery starts to diminish

zoloft possibly?

**KVB** · 11-08-16, 12:06 AM

Hang in there CashFlow and be careful.

You'll get across this bridge.

**gauchojake** · 11-08-16, 12:11 AM

Originally posted by trobin31

hippocratoc oath obligates me to save this poor guey

I am protected by good sumaritan law

They don't teach spelling in Caribbean medical school

**dtp** · 11-08-16, 12:16 AM

Keep grinding Fidel

I toke daily and also feel more intense pain when injured/sick right after puffing...usually still smoke, but just a little less

Not sure about depression meds and avoid the doctor always

**IlluminatedOne** · 11-08-16, 12:21 AM

Vibrational sound treatment
F the pharmacuticals
Look into solfeggio scale 396hz

**The Kraken** · 11-08-16, 12:24 AM

Sorry if this has been said

But I would try to stay off AD's at all cost. Plus, Im not sure your case really is the apporpriate use for them. Id say k-pin is probably a better option since you already know it works. AD's have a lot of side effects and long lasting effects on the brain.

Also, no reason to feel embarrassed about being jumped or going on AD's. Life isn't easy and we all deal with our own problems. I've learned in nearly 4 decades of living that pretty much everyone has been dealt a shit hand in life or had been holding a ahit hand at one point or anothwr, and thats not embarrassing.

I work with a smoking hot nurse, absolutely gorgeous, snow bunny loves the outdoors, positive attitude blah blah blah... We got to talking the other day about my surgeries and my scars when she shows me her midline sternal scar... She had a bunch of congenital heart problems and has had multiple surgeries, still deals with heart issues.

Another smoking hot nurse, super innocent type seems to have her shit together, has life by the balls, was raped repeatedly by her ex-husband, and she has tried to kill herself. I've had 5 surgeries in 5 years. Got a budyy weighing over 500#'s. Have another buddy that looks like a movie star, can score with any chick he wants (like GauchoJake) and he found out he has a rare peotein attacking his kidneys and will need dialysis and a kidney transplant soon. I could go on but you get the point.

We're all banged up just for different reasons brother. Know that you have good company when you go through this stuff.

The only advice I can give is to find a reason to have something to look forward to whether it's vacation, a weekend away, something. The secret to my happiness lies in having things to look forward to

**The Kraken** · 11-08-16, 12:26 AM

Originally posted by Fidel_CashFlow

Dont really need saved trobin,was mainly just wondering whats the best overall one to take

Im the happiest person you all have never met b4 this

I spent 3 years in prison once, along with 7 more months at another time

and not once did my will break , not once.

There is something about this though that is getting to me like nothing never has before

So going to look into that shit gaucho was talking about then maybe a low dosed antidepressant

until hopefully this nerve damage problem and jaw recovery starts to diminish

Feel free to disregard my previous post... I didnt read any posts prior to responding.

**KVB** · 11-08-16, 01:33 AM

Originally posted by Fidel_CashFlow

Dont really need saved trobin

**gauchojake** · 11-08-16, 01:46 AM

I like Kraken's post especially the part where the smoking hot nurse showed him her

errrrr scar on her chest

**rockmvp1209** · 11-08-16, 02:10 AM

Glass jaws get cracked . Jk but get on some bud i

**Seaweed** · 11-08-16, 02:15 AM

Hang in there

All the best

Youre a good man

**Cuse0323** · 11-08-16, 06:09 AM

Best of luck man. All I can say is be careful with the Klonopins. Benzodiazepine withdrawal is awful. Though if you need it, which you seemingly do, and are prescribed, then you should be fine. Building a tolerance, and then the day you have none is the ultimate panic attack, for what it's worth.

Someone said Gabapentin, which may help. But, if you're feeling that depression is the issue, then just see your doctor. They may be good enough to give advice on a solid psychiatrist, or just find a good one on your own. It's tough. Some drugs work for some, some don't. Some make things better, and some make things worse. Personally, I stay away from ADs, but use benzos, and alcohol to self medicate. It's not working so well.

I wish you the best, and hope that you are feeling better soon man.

**opie1988** · 11-08-16, 06:51 AM

Go fishing, Fidel. That's always been cathartic for me.
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Also...try and stay as busy as you can. I'm a firm believer that it's much more difficult to get down when you're super busy. I know personally I always feel more upbeat when I'm overwhelmed. I personally can't stand weed or anything that chills me out. I don't want to be chilled out. Fukk that! It's my process.

Best of luck, pal.

**sweep** · 11-08-16, 08:24 AM

God speed Flo, need more

cash

**Da Manster!** · 11-08-16, 09:58 AM

Originally posted by KVB

Hang in there CashFlow and be careful.

You'll get across this bridge.

**kingdom** · 11-08-16, 10:20 AM

I lived this same type circumstance in 2012. Took me over a year to be a semblance of myself again. The strongest therapy has been increased time around family and close friends. If you have been detached from your extended family, spend some time with them. If you have a close circle of trusted friends, spend even more time enjoying them. Being around people that make you happy will make you enjoy life more. Drugs or not, you're gonna have to be patient. All things take time.

**Auto Donk** · 11-08-16, 10:31 AM

let me know if you need some revenge

hope you get to feeling better

5htp is mild, hardly has an impact.... some people (ive heard, lol) take it daily to keep serotonin levels up/replinsh serotonins after partying with X

**afgballer56** · 11-08-16, 11:07 AM

nothing embarrasing
its life and everyone got issues
try to not to take meds but if its absolutley necessary
they will def help
good luck

**reigle9** · 11-08-16, 11:18 AM

AD's are the worst drug on the planet. Would severely advise against it. I don't want to sound like some 420 braaaaaaaah internet dork, but weed is really the answer after you get used to it. Might take a while. Also, hope you don't like sex.

Benzo's are lovely but they're even worse than AD's. Heroin is easier to kick.

**reigle9** · 11-08-16, 11:26 AM

Originally posted by triplecrown333

what if there is an off chance you will get addicted to it? but best of luck to you ...

No off chance with those things. It's a 100% lock.

Originally posted by Fidel_CashFlow

Will check the user reviews on that 5htp gaucho , thanks

That shit is for people that think joe rogan has an iq over 80.

Originally posted by grease lightnin

I have smoked for a long time and I can tell you anytime I have a nagging pain, the weed makes it worse, or more apparent at least. That is just me, but what Fidel is saying doesn't surprise me at all. It would do the same thing to mw.

Same. I even had medical for pain. Doesn't make sense.

**CappinTerp** · 11-08-16, 02:18 PM

Wish you well bud, and a speedy recovery. I broke my jaw in a car accident. It was wired shut for 6 weeks,had to carry a single edge razor blade on me,in case I vomited....could choke to death. Be care full of meds. that are addictive!!!......we gamblers all have some sort of addictive personality. In short term to get get bad emotions off your back...I am NOT a Dr.. But Xanax works fast,dissolve by putting it under your tongue. In the long run there are many good anti-dep. be aware of all side effects. And if given Xanax,be careful,it will make you drowsy.Any good Dr. will guide you,it will be important to talk to some one besides just taking meds!!!....................BOL