sorry buddy, did not see this.. things are good now caner, thanks.. but i really have been on sbr and gambling alot, so i haven't been giving her any time at all and she hates it.. but what can i do, caner.. i hate going out, i hate leaving the house.. i love to gamble.. i don't like to leave the house alot.. i am happier at home. i was out today for 3 hrs with her, and i swear, the whole time, i couldn't wait to get home..
caner, i give it to SEPT before she leaves. all she does is cry.. i feel bad for girls that meet gamblers.. it's a fukkin nightmare for them.. they are the victims, not us.. they have no life.. she cries 24/7 cause i am NEVER with her, i swear. she stays in the room alone and watches tv. i don't even take her anywhere, and i do feel bad cause she really is a good girl and she likes me and it is so hard to find someone to like you for you, with your gambling habit and all... i will regret it IF she leaves one day.. maybe she wont, i dont know.. but i know she's always alone, and i do feel bad..
what can i do.. this is my life.. i have chosen this way.. it's sad that gambling takes you away from everything else in life..