How many days do you feel like killing yourself?

[onetrickpony]

i hope ur alive, pills can be addictive

but pills really good for od'ing just food for thought

[Fischnasty]

Suboxone is your friend.

leroy, why dont you come into chat any more these days?

[onetrickpony]

fishcy meet me at a bar i will buy u a beer and then not kick ur ass because i work across the street

[soxwin]

only on the days I accidentally click on one of your threads

[Soon2BRich]

i feel like killing myself right now

[onetrickpony]

[Extra Innings]

You seem to like to frequent this thread, thoughts of killing yourself?

Is this what you do in between jacking off to little boys and girls on the web?

[ThaWoj]

i'm close.

i live 1000 miles away from anyone i know. i have no money. i have borrowed and abused just about every avenue possible to get money. have completely f'd credit with bankruptcy on record. lost my job 2 months ago at f'ing kmart because i didnt show up for work because i was at the casino for 12 hours trying to hustle rent money. i have no money right now. my transmission went out 2 weeks ago so i have no car, therefore making it extremely hard to find a job. my cable was shut off a few weeks ago. my electric will get shutoff in 5 days. my cell phone will get shutoff in 8 days. i have no insurance. ever since my gf of 6 years broke up with me i have never had another girlfriend. have 4 bank accounts ranging from 3 to 4 figures in the negative. owe thousands of dollars in past debts, payday loans unpaid, collections, ************, utility debts, rental contracts that have been broken. owe over 50 thousand in student loans. and now it appears my old state has expired/canceled my 99/month food stamps.

the past is the past and i dont care about the debts or not having tv shit like that, but without a car and rent/electric/phone and everything else about to be fuckkd, i rarely see light at the end of the tunnel.

sorry for the rant.

[geist]

Go get help Son.

[onetrickpony]

Go get help Son.

yes go get help or just end it, nobody likes a attention ho

[Ryangene]

It is really depressing that people think of that.

[Extra Innings]

i'm close.

i live 1000 miles away from anyone i know. i have no money. i have borrowed and abused just about every avenue possible to get money. have completely f'd credit with bankruptcy on record. lost my job 2 months ago at f'ing kmart because i didnt show up for work because i was at the casino for 12 hours trying to hustle rent money. i have no money right now. my transmission went out 2 weeks ago so i have no car, therefore making it extremely hard to find a job. my cable was shut off a few weeks ago. my electric will get shutoff in 5 days. my cell phone will get shutoff in 8 days. i have no insurance. ever since my gf of 6 years broke up with me i have never had another girlfriend. have 4 bank accounts ranging from 3 to 4 figures in the negative. owe thousands of dollars in past debts, payday loans unpaid, collections, ************, utility debts, rental contracts that have been broken. owe over 50 thousand in student loans. and now it appears my old state has expired/canceled my 99/month food stamps.

the past is the past and i dont care about the debts or not having tv shit like that, but without a car and rent/electric/phone and everything else about to be fuckkd, i rarely see light at the end of the tunnel.

sorry for the rant.

You're in a very difficult spot and things can only get better for you. If you want any help or guidance feel free to PM me and I'll help you find support services in your area. Killing yourself is never a solution to money or debt problems my friend.

[onetrickpony]

batemen this is not the answer

[trixtrix]

you sound like a nice guy, pb, perhaps donating your time to help out other sbr posters in need will give you a new reason to live, have you considered starting a suicide-help chat line of sorts? maybe utilize it during poker or on sbr chat

[onetrickpony]

[Dad]

Patty, any time you are feeling down, or feel like you might do physical harm to yourself, just remember this...

[dinaro7]

every god dam day

[onetrickpony]

bateman when u coming back

im sure u havent missed a beat with ur ghosting

[onetrickpony]

hey bateman skype me tough guy we can discuss different and exotic methods of execution

[Domestic]

Never, there is always something to look forward to.

[onetrickpony]

hey bateman are u 6 ft deep yet

[onetrickpony]

hello hows it going pal

[nyplayer33]

killing myself is an extreme..but i do find life is way overrated..bored alot and work too much..speaking of working//......

[mr.inpak]

go get some anti depressants like prozak it will help you

[Nomocino]

I always go to the threads DAD makes, cheers me up every time

[mrpooh]

at least 3, can't stand the people in my house

[doublej95]

wonder if bateman is dead yet.

[onetrickpony]

wonder if bateman is dead yet.

with him i would always assume the worst, hes still breathing

[onetrickpony]

bateman isnt dead u can find him under daimohomo as of now

[Tomahawk]

Shari I am not lonely and will never have financial problems. That doesn't solve the problems I have with myself.

Take a break from your job. Take a month vacation with your family on Hawaii, you'll see it will put smile on your face in no time.

I know the feeling when you work hard and collect a lot of money but don't know why are you doing it, you're still depressed.

Giving money away for charity or taking a vacation will always change your mind.

[TheMoneyShot]

If you have Dallas in any form... Series... Props... Game 2.... I suggest you start taking some antidepressents immediately. You're in some serious sh#$.

[onetrickpony]

[onetrickpony]

[Br0nxer]

[Carseller4]

Do we really want this guy back?