But only 1 one was about being pro, the other thread was about questions I really had regarding doing so.
And I did plan to do it but when pay day came I paid every bill, and made every purchase (that was during the holidays), etc, etc, and when I counted what I had left... yeah I had enough to become pro and still have some cash for partying etc... but it just wasn't what I thought or had calculated.
I am the man in the house. Sometimes I gotta sacrifice things I want or like for the common goal.
Plus... you guys imagine losing your apartment, your company and being 50k in debt.... IMAGINE being 50k in debt if you make 100k a year. Well, thats me. Not those exact amounts but is comparable to CR wages, etc.
Not only that, but to "regain" things I lost, things I was used to having thats another 50k... call it vehicles... or tools to entertain my hobbies and equipment to expand my career.
So imagine battling drug/booze addiction, being a degen gambler and being 100k in the hole... while making 100k a year??? Aint easy peasy man.
And fukk your pity guys, DRINKER IS FINE, just saying shit is tight... and sorry it affects you so much I opened 3 threads about scraping $100 to become pro.
