I'll never find someone, ill never have sex with somone who loves me. I used to have hope that someday it would happen for me, but i cant handle hope no more. Im 25 and never had a girlfriend, never had anyone tell me they loved me. If it was supposed to happen it would have by now.Im going to be alone for my entire life. Its going to be hard, there will be dys were it will be almost unbearable. I will have to suffer through periods of absolut misery that no human should have to face. It will be difficult but i have to be strong and endure it.
But im not in this alone, there are a lot of us here. Theres never going to be that beautiful wife waiting for us when we come home. Theres never going to be those passionate nights of love making, theres never going to be a dinner at a nice restaurnt with a date, theres never going to be that first kiss, that first time making love. Theres never going to be any of those things for some of us. And we will be lonely, we will have sad days, and we will face despression and terrible odds. But we will endure. We are strong enough to endure and we will wake up every morning and drag our self thru the day and do what has to be done.
I know some of you cant relate to what ive said, and you probably think im some depressed idiot and you'll probably laugh at my misey. But i ask you next time your on a date with your loved one to just take a moment, just a passing second, and think of the people who will never get to do the things youre taking for granted. Think how lucky you are that youll never have to face the hardships we face.
But im not in this alone, there are a lot of us here. Theres never going to be that beautiful wife waiting for us when we come home. Theres never going to be those passionate nights of love making, theres never going to be a dinner at a nice restaurnt with a date, theres never going to be that first kiss, that first time making love. Theres never going to be any of those things for some of us. And we will be lonely, we will have sad days, and we will face despression and terrible odds. But we will endure. We are strong enough to endure and we will wake up every morning and drag our self thru the day and do what has to be done.
I know some of you cant relate to what ive said, and you probably think im some depressed idiot and you'll probably laugh at my misey. But i ask you next time your on a date with your loved one to just take a moment, just a passing second, and think of the people who will never get to do the things youre taking for granted. Think how lucky you are that youll never have to face the hardships we face.
... definitely when Peco's starts one of these threads
