Pecos Bill, this is for you...
We weren't really officially going out, but I've wanted her for two years and like an idiot, developed feelings. After she broke up with her man, she came to me and we started seeing each other casually. We soon had sex, and then things changed. No more texts, no more calls. Pecos Bill... no more calls man...
She strung me along for 3 months now, no sex, and being cold to me. So today I got fed up and confronted her about it, and she said she's just not attracted to me because of how bad the sex was and she can't get over it. She said she never realized how much girth meant to her. I have an average girth, but she has only dated tall black men in the past, so I am 'small' comparatively girthwise. She says she didnt feel anything. Nothing. I dont even know how that's possible. I'm about to cry as I write this because not only does it ruin things with her, but it makes u question every other time you've had sex and about how sex will be with other girls in the future. We said bye to each other on msn for the last time.
I'm still young, but have always told myself feelings are stupid, relationships are for weak people, and so I've only ever really loved one person so far. This was the second and these always hurt the most because they are special people. You know there's no one out there like this, that's what makes it so hard. It isn't just some hot blonde who does yoga, I'll never fall for regular women like that, no matter how hot they are...
Anyway just needed to vent, and prove that Pecos Bill is right... they will stop seeing you over bad sex... I'm really sad right now and need to go back to my psychology of relationship knowledge to convince myself it's all fake BS.
We weren't really officially going out, but I've wanted her for two years and like an idiot, developed feelings. After she broke up with her man, she came to me and we started seeing each other casually. We soon had sex, and then things changed. No more texts, no more calls. Pecos Bill... no more calls man...
She strung me along for 3 months now, no sex, and being cold to me. So today I got fed up and confronted her about it, and she said she's just not attracted to me because of how bad the sex was and she can't get over it. She said she never realized how much girth meant to her. I have an average girth, but she has only dated tall black men in the past, so I am 'small' comparatively girthwise. She says she didnt feel anything. Nothing. I dont even know how that's possible. I'm about to cry as I write this because not only does it ruin things with her, but it makes u question every other time you've had sex and about how sex will be with other girls in the future. We said bye to each other on msn for the last time.
I'm still young, but have always told myself feelings are stupid, relationships are for weak people, and so I've only ever really loved one person so far. This was the second and these always hurt the most because they are special people. You know there's no one out there like this, that's what makes it so hard. It isn't just some hot blonde who does yoga, I'll never fall for regular women like that, no matter how hot they are...
Anyway just needed to vent, and prove that Pecos Bill is right... they will stop seeing you over bad sex... I'm really sad right now and need to go back to my psychology of relationship knowledge to convince myself it's all fake BS.
easier said than done right now, but it can be done
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