Originally posted by MrXYZ
					
						
						
							
							
							
							
								
								
								
								
								
									
								
							
						
					
				
				
			
		it sure is very difficult. if you guys dont mind i'm going to treat this thread as almost a journal of how i'm feeling, as i think its the only way for me to conquer these demons.
so right now am feeling pretty remorseful and getting that urge to make my money back/feeling anxious about how little money i have. just gonna watch some stuff on youtube and get some sleep.


 
							
						 
							
						 
							
						 
							
						 
							
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