I'm about to jump off the wagon

donjuan · 10-30-08, 10:01 PM

Also, and this isn't meant to be mean-spirited, you really shouldn't be taking drugs you can't spell. It indicates you know very little about it.

bigboydan · 10-30-08, 10:04 PM

Originally posted by donjuan

Also, and this isn't meant to be mean-spirited, you really shouldn't be taking drugs you can't spell. It indicates you know very little about it.

The doctor prescribed them to me and I need them for my back pain, sir.

bigboydan · 10-30-08, 10:05 PM

Originally posted by donjuan

You definitely shouldn't drink while on Oxycontin. Way easier to overdose. A couple years ago, one of my friends did so. His roommate walked in on him convulsing and frothing at the mouth shortly before dying.

Unfortunately I know the risks and all, but sometimes I need both to survive through the pain at times sir.

MonkeyF0cker · 10-30-08, 10:08 PM

Oxycontin for back pain? Huh? Did you have major surgery? Anyway, pretty CERTAIN it should say "Do not consume alcohol." on the bottle if that is truly the case.

rossta4i · 10-30-08, 10:08 PM

don't do it dude...I'm 0-5 today soon to be 0-6 if phoenix blows tonight if that makes you feel any better. I feel like shit right now, but I'm going to **** the shit out of my girlfriend when she get home. That takes away my urge to drink and burn. pump and shoot the load on her face, makes you feel like a man again.

Oh yeah yesterday one guy when try hang himself cause he was drunk. The guy tryin to quit be he lives at a house where they drink everyday. So don't do it. The world is messed up as is already.

InTheHole · 10-30-08, 10:10 PM

Do you want to not drink? Sobriety for some cann mean life or death for some people. There is little help on this foorum for you by some of the comments I read. If a wager makes you want to drink then I suggest this be your last one unless of coarse you want to eventually fill that reservation you have had with the 5th you have left in your house. BOL

bigboydan · 10-30-08, 10:11 PM

Originally posted by MonkeyF0cker

Oxycontin for back pain?

Yes I did and a few SBR posters seen the 18 inch scare on my back to supports my claim unfortunately, sir. My doctor operated on the wrong level causing me more pain that I had originally.

BadNina · 10-30-08, 10:16 PM

Danny, you are stronger than this urge. You can fight it and win. I have faith in you.

goldengoat · 10-30-08, 10:18 PM

have a good friend come over and smash the bottle over your head

should kill the urge and empty the bottle at the same time

bigboydan · 10-30-08, 10:19 PM

Originally posted by BadNina

Danny, you are stronger than this urge. You can fight it and win. I have faith in you.

I'm trying to Nina, however it's not easy. Where is my sponsor Mr.Nicky at tonight, because he's suppose to give me support during these tough times.

bigboydan · 10-30-08, 10:21 PM

Originally posted by goldengoat

have a good friend come over and smash the bottle over your head

should kill the urge and empty the bottle at the same time

That won't work sir, because it would remind me of some of the bar fights I got into during my youth.

BadNina · 10-30-08, 10:22 PM

Originally posted by bigboydan

I'm trying to Nina, however it's not easy. Where is my sponsor Mr.Nicky at tonight, because he's suppose to give me support during these tough times.

I will get him for you

bigboydan · 10-30-08, 10:22 PM

Originally posted by BadNina

I will get him for you

Thanks Nina.

goldengoat · 10-30-08, 10:25 PM

alcoholism and gambling

VERY bad combination

bigboydan · 10-30-08, 10:26 PM

Originally posted by goldengoat

alcoholism and gambling

VERY bad combination

You forgot drugs sir.

RogueJuror · 10-30-08, 10:29 PM

danny make a video

bigboydan · 10-30-08, 10:30 PM

Originally posted by RogueJuror

danny make a video

Sorry, I don't make video's RJ.

MonkeyF0cker · 10-30-08, 10:39 PM

Originally posted by bigboydan

Yes I did and a few SBR posters seen the 18 inch scare on my back to supports my claim unfortunately, sir. My doctor operated on the wrong level causing me more pain that I had originally.

Sorry to hear that. But you have to realize that alcohol has never solved a problem, only enhanced them. Just think about the reason(s) you quit in the first place and then turn your attention to something else to keep you occupied.

bigboydan · 10-30-08, 10:41 PM

Originally posted by MonkeyF0cker

Sorry to hear that. But you have to realize that alcohol has never solved a problem, only enhanced them. Just think about the reason(s) you quit in the first place and then turn your attention to something else to keep you occupied.

I quit drinking because I had a wager with somebody. So your saying I should gamble more in order to take my mind of drinking?

Panic · 10-30-08, 10:48 PM

Originally posted by goldengoat

alcoholism and gambling

VERY bad combination

The hell you say....

MonkeyF0cker · 10-30-08, 10:53 PM

Why did you accept the wager? Just for the sake of action? Or because you had it in your mind that you wanted to stop anyhow? If the reason is the former, then you should focus on the health improvements in your life since quitting. If it's the latter, think about why you accepted the bet and why you wanted to quit anyway. I would assume that you really do wish to maintain sobriety since you've come this far, even after winning the bet. It's always best to get your mind off of it and do something completely unrelated that keeps you occupied when you are battling cravings from substance abuse. Go to a movie or rent one or play a video game. Anything to keep your mind off of it.

bigboydan · 10-30-08, 10:57 PM

Originally posted by MonkeyF0cker

Why did you accept the wager? Just for the sake of action?

It started out as a simple bar bet actually between Illusion and myself. Well, he didn't last 2 days before he had a beer and asked me if I wanted to go double or nothing. Well after about 5 or 6 double or nothing type bets, I just kept on my being sober.

PureGuava · 10-30-08, 10:58 PM

right know your mind is telling you to drink, you've got the poison, if your feeling so bad then do it but you will most likely feel guilt after. I bet you did though.

bigboydan · 10-30-08, 11:34 PM

Originally posted by PureGuava

right know your mind is telling you to drink, you've got the poison, if your feeling so bad then do it but you will most likely feel guilt after. I bet you did though.

The temptation was overwhelming, but I didn't drink a drop sir.

Teela · 10-31-08, 05:38 AM

Originally posted by bigboydan

The temptation was overwhelming, but I didn't drink a drop sir.

Good for you, BBD!

Bread · 10-31-08, 06:04 AM

BBD I think you might be a bigger mess sober than I am on my most wasted days.

But I still gots mad luv for ya Ma!

Sforz · 10-31-08, 07:07 AM

way to talk it out BBD! now you're stronger.

bigboydan · 10-31-08, 11:38 AM

It was a very rough night for me folks, but I'm proud to say I survived it without drinking a drop.

Chi_archie · 10-31-08, 11:49 AM

nice work, BBD chalk up another sober day..

BadNina · 10-31-08, 12:01 PM

I am proud of you, Danny. I tried to get Nicky for you but he ignores me.

bigboydan · 10-31-08, 12:04 PM

Originally posted by BadNina

I am proud of you, Danny. I tried to get Nicky for you but he ignores me.

Mr.Nicky said he abandoned me during the rough waters last nigh, Nina. In fact he even went as far as saying he wasn't my AA sponsor.

accuscoresucks · 10-31-08, 12:08 PM

**** this bbd

i need a drink after reading this thread