70000.00 that would be shit. damn
i would have to sell lots of hot dysons
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SSLP
SBR Hall of Famer
02-29-08
5232
#3
Coach I wish I was wealthy enough to lose $70k
I have made money gambling with soccer for the last 3 years and I am usually OK on NFL but this past week a demon got inside me I used to be ok with betting X2 amount on a bet but now I need to bet X4 in order to feel something or feel excited about a game.
I have lost my focus coach , I am no longer a pro I am degenerate gambler and I am honestly saying its getting the best of me , I wanna stop but I cant imagine my life without gambling. Over the course of the last few years I have set most of the people in my life aside for gambling I find myself lonely as hell now and I think I may have realized after losing last night sooo much money on NY I am an addict everyone was having fun last night at the pub and I was almost in tears ... i was losing so at half time I bet 10 times what I normally bet on NY -6 ...
In the last 10 days I am down over 65% of my gambling bankroll in which i tried for years to create.
I didnt lose $70k , but if I had them I think i would have lost them
Coach im fuct up right now
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jjgold
SBR Aristocracy
07-20-05
388179
#4
Shit..........your on fukkin tilt
You have options
1. Get back to soccer and forget American Sports as they are whore shit and unpredictable.
2. They have pills also that are like downers and put you in trance but it will keep you away from gambling.
3. Quit all together cold turkey and get strapped down in restraints for 2 weeks and that will work too.
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SlickFazzer
SBR Posting Legend
05-22-08
20209
#5
JJ, What about that shot in the ass that kills the urge?
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SSLP
SBR Hall of Famer
02-29-08
5232
#6
Thanks but
1. I need a few weeks to clear my mind in order to try and cap soccer again or I will pull a Brandon Lang
2. I dont do pills or downers i dont like being down
3. If i quit what is my life?
I lost a marriage over this and my 2 kids yes I have kids .
I dont know what to do , I need to pay my tab and I will but I am scared of whats gonna happen when I have a balance again , I cant afford another week like this past one.
I am taking a break this week relaxing and come back on a fierce soccer roll.
I will start studying now , I just need discipline.
I will have to start from 0 betting 1 unit a game and once i am up 15 units start betting
1.5 units I did this for 3 years and made a nice amount of money this way if an upset like last night happens I dont take such a big blow.