he is on nights, usually on the weekend, he is jim valvano's brother. His wife left him and he has been depressed and even suicidle. Sad stuff. He is my fav guy on espn. If you don't stay up late you probaly don't know him. Espn has kept him busy this season doing live games. He has wild facebook and twitter posts and then usually deletes them the next day.
Here is one of his posts from today
I will erase this by morning when I come to my senses I am sure, but until then...
As someone who strives to be in touch with his inner child, the fear at this moment is that perhaps the connection is too great, and tonight that inner child is afraid, and alone, and unsure, and hurt, and ill equipped for the sadness the adult world has dealt this day...
When the questions are unanswerable, the ground seemingly too unshakable even upon which to stand, the guilt, and pain, the uncertainty, and enormity of it all is too much to bear...
These words are their outlet, the inner child's attempt to put all the blocks in a row, and by giving words to deep colors of the most primal emotion, create a sense of order amidst the chaos, of structure amidst the ruins, and for the moment at least, even if it is only an illusion, build a perceivable path, one that leads to hopefulness...
Heavy, heavy day...
Here is one of his posts from today
I will erase this by morning when I come to my senses I am sure, but until then...
As someone who strives to be in touch with his inner child, the fear at this moment is that perhaps the connection is too great, and tonight that inner child is afraid, and alone, and unsure, and hurt, and ill equipped for the sadness the adult world has dealt this day...
When the questions are unanswerable, the ground seemingly too unshakable even upon which to stand, the guilt, and pain, the uncertainty, and enormity of it all is too much to bear...
These words are their outlet, the inner child's attempt to put all the blocks in a row, and by giving words to deep colors of the most primal emotion, create a sense of order amidst the chaos, of structure amidst the ruins, and for the moment at least, even if it is only an illusion, build a perceivable path, one that leads to hopefulness...
Heavy, heavy day...
