Just had a mild breakdown

[8ArIvd5]

Was in the garage smoking a cigarette and took a swig of some tequila. Started having suicidal images and tried to snap myself out of it. Came inside to eat an orange but that didn't help. Laid down in the living room and tried to force myself to break down but I couldn't. Feeling normal now, but WTF!!!!!

Anyone feel like this after chain smoking and swiging tequila? I've never had this reaction to tequila, so I'm kind of tripping on it, but I feel balanced, although slightly buzzed.

[Deuce]

Need to settle down. Happens to all gamblers. Not tequila. Your mind is racing at 100mph. Just relax.

[battle4life]

have this ever happened before

[warriorfan707]

Quit smoking, that shits disgusting.

And if you're gonna drink tequila, drink good tequila. Patron, Cazadores, Lapis, etc..

[TR88]

happens to me

[8ArIvd5]

have this ever happened before

Yes. But I was always able to identify the problem. Tonight was out of nowhere and I can't place it.

[Ra77er]

You weren't Tebowing were you?

[8ArIvd5]

You weren't Tebowing were you?

[tony_come]

Relax your mind

[baskets]

transfer your pts to me before you off yourself

[battle4life]

have you ever took lsd or shrooms or extasy in ur life im not joking when i ask this....

[TR88]

have you ever took lsd or shrooms or extasy in ur life im not joking when i ask this....

[Chimneyfish]

You on any meds or anything? Booze is supposed to calm you down and improve your mood- not trip you out after just one swig.

Tough time of year for a lot of guys. Just keep it together and grind it out through the new year.

[Ra77er]

Tons of stress mixed with alcohol, smoking, gambling etc is not good for anyone. Suicidal thoughts are dangerous. Hard to really help much without knowing you or your situation.

[Ra77er]

The fact u still have a sense of humor is a good thing

[battle4life]

it happens to people because they fear something....alcohol and the fumes in cigs could trigger it....if you take meds it could def efect it lsd shrroms and all that could possibly trigger it u could be very tired....when exhausted the mind wonders....if you try to commit check urself in and im not even joking...if you never have tried well try to put porn on ejaculation helps honestly releaves stress and changes thought pattern....


enjoy 5 points for this post please.....lmaoooooooooooo

[numismatist]

"Wherever there is light, there is shadow; wherever there is length, there is shortness; wherever there is white, there is black. Just like these, as the self-nature of things can not exist alone, they are called non-substantial."

The Buddha

[Chimneyfish]

Nobody can feel bad after watching a baby lamb jump around on a bed.

Here you go:


You're welcome.

[8ArIvd5]

Unknowingly smoked some laced herb about 10 years ago. I vivdly remeber the images and sounds of 'floating into heaven.' Popped a few stems a few years back and had a great high. Have been wanting to do it again but haven't had the right situation. I don't take any meds. I am stressing about getting xmas gifts for everyone and still keeping on track with my financial plans, but I'm not fearing it. Haven't been sleeping much lately either. I was imagining living a prison lifestyle before it happened and that did bring about some fear in me. Don't know if that could be the stressor in this situation?

You into psychology much battle4life?

[8ArIvd5]

The fact u still have a sense of humor is a good thing

I'm not going to off myself. I tried to check the thoughts once I became conscious of them. I love the people around me and the lifestyle I have.

[battle4life]

lmao let me ask you this when you have suicde thoughts is it typically in the winter or around the holidays or are the peroidcally around the year.where in usa do you live area wise

[8ArIvd5]

I don't have them often but I guess it's during the winter. Am I a candidate for hypnotism and highly suggestible?

[baskets]

lol, lots of suiciders on here tonight

give me all your pts before you die. thanks

[battle4life]

i can mail you a book lmao and highlight somethings.....from what you are telling me and what im reading you have SAD google it....it could be something else and would have to ask other questions but i would say 60 percent have sad and the case of how high or low it is determines on many factors......google it and pm me and let me know what u think you know ur self better than anyone.....

[8ArIvd5]

Gotta put them in the sportsbook first to get a segway. After I get that i'll transfer 100 to you.

[Ra77er]

After further review, the call on the field that the OP is suicidal is overturned.....Battle4rice will be charged his last timeout.

[baskets]

yep, Ra77er, you called. the guy is not ONE OF THESE!!!

[baskets]

and if you can find the video where the Fox sportscaster says the Denver N*ggets instead of the Denver Nuggets, I will give you 20 pts.

[Ra77er]

Sorry couldn't find that Baskets.

[warriorfan707]

yep, Ra77er, you called. the guy is not ONE OF THESE!!!

No f\*g because #69 reported eligible