and bump into an old flame. No kidding. Now let me first start off by saying, I haven't seen her in at least 12 years. In my infinite wisdom back them, I broke it off with her. So....here we go.....She was....scratch that....she is one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen. And she has only gotten better. The reason I broke it off, was because I thought that life would always present these opportunities to me. Little did I know that the well would eventually run dry. We talked for a moment...and thank God she didnt ask me what I was doing now....because it would have sucked ass to tell her I am a gambler and spend most of my time on a sports forum. I can officially rank this as one of the biggest regrets in my life. Has anyone ever bumped into an ex and known you've made a bad call? This was it for me. Regrets suck ass.
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Not yet ... but Im still young.Comment -
Shark, if you find a special girl. Hold on to her. Contrary to popular belief, the sky is NOT the limit.Comment -
Sucks pal. Awkward I know.Comment -
I'm still shaking my head, 69. I cant believe how stupid I was back then. Unbelievable.Comment -
Unfortunately most of us have made a few bad decisions in our life, that is why we're gambling and on this board.Comment -
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First thing I looked for was a ring. She didnt have one. We talked cordially, and thats the best way I can put it. If I felt there was a connection, believe me I would have siezed on the moment. She had a look in her eye like she could recall what I did 12 years ago like it was yesterday, SG. I walked out of the store, cussing worse than a sailor, all the way to my car. Knowing I have a great chance of going down as one of the biggest idiots ever.Originally posted by SportsgirlComment -
Dont take it to hard on urself Panic. If she is the one for ya bud ... she will come back. I agree with SG .. next time invite her out .. if she says yes .. its in the bag bud.Originally posted by PanicComment -
I did dude ... she isnt the hottest of all my ex girls .. but what she has done to me .. none of them did ... therefore I knew she was the one .. proof now ... 9 month baby boy.Originally posted by PanicComment -
Wont see her again, Shark. No chance. It was a fluke I saw her this time.Comment -
All my ex's were inferior to the one that preceded them. So no I've never been in your shoes.
I'd also like to say that I'm not a gambler. I also study for school and have a part time job. I wouldn't identify myself as a GAMBLER.Comment -
Panicer your a loser like all of us, it was your own fault pal.Comment -
Originally posted by FreeFall
The wound is open, Freefall. Thank you for the salt that you are pouring into it. FVCK ME!!!!Comment -
New this from the beginning, just took a slap of reality to get the point across.Originally posted by jjgoldComment -
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Originally posted by Sportsgirl
Simple answer to your question, SG. NO. I dont have any way to get in touch with her. Dont know where she lives, her number....nothing.Comment -
Once the salt is in it only gets better my good man. Wounds only heal, they don't further destroy themselves.Originally posted by PanicComment -
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Originally posted by FreeFall
Thank you, FreeFall. Would you like to switch situations? Me with the best girl that beats the last, you with the big Regret. FVCK!!!Comment -
Panic ... at least ur not in RIchkas shoes right now.Comment -
Way ahead of you, SG. I applied and got a job as a night stocker for 6.00/hr. I plan to be there everyday for at least 17 hours a day. We'll see what happens. Its the only chance I got.Originally posted by SportsgirlWhen you chatted, she didn't mention where she works? If not, I'd hang out at that grocery store a lot
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Originally posted by Shark79
Wish I was, Shark. I'll gladly trade.Comment -
dude why is she a regret. Your a better person than her thats why you got rid of you. Quit doubting yourself because your penis tells you too. Your finding someone better right now and she hasn't come out of the woodwork yet. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.Originally posted by PanicComment -
Lots of depressed gamblers on here.
Chin up.Comment -
That is why until now I've bowed out of this thread. Too depressing to comment on.Originally posted by fiveteamer
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Thanks, Crazyl. I thought, out of anybody, I could count on you.
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I am very disappointed in you. I would've told her how hot she looked, and what a dumb ass I was for letting her slip away. Then, with my best puppy dog face on, ask if she was free for a drink sometime....Originally posted by PanicThanks, Crazyl. I thought, out of anybody, I could count on you.Comment -
Originally posted by crazyl
Crazyl, I am a dumb ass. I dont have the gift of gab like most of you on here. I was shellshocked.Comment -
You should of blew her off Panic and acted like you could care or less if she existed.
The past is exactly that the past live for the future man. Plenty of girls out there for you.Comment -
Originally posted by RiverRaid
Probably the best advice yet. If I went this route, I would not be feeling this way. Thank you, River.Comment -
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Originally posted by SportsgirlThat was a really awesome thing for you to do. I hope she comes back in!
You and me both. As long as I dont get transferred I'll be fine.
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i'll get one of my surveillance guys at Stardust to find out where she lives once we pull the Safeway tapesComment -
Compaq, you are.....words cant describe how much I appreciate what you are willing to do on my behalf.Comment
