There are sometimes when it just takes big fight

**obamaismyuncle** · 12-24-10, 10:11 AM

happy holidays to you too, hope it all works out

**ngates815** · 12-24-10, 10:14 AM

Originally posted by stevek173

**** I have my breakdowns right. Last night I got smashed and broke up with my gf only to beg her back this morning. It is all because I have spent the past 8 years with my ex fiancee and this season has been tough my heart still loves her to the core and we will never be and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. It really is the biggest pain I have felt in my life I don't know what the deal is - I feel it in full then I feel nothing then I feel it again it just does not go away. Replacing it with alcohol helps a bit. Replacing it with sex is gratifying then fades. I am trying to be a great boyfriend and then I just feel this huge pain it seems like it tackles me and just keeps punching and I cannot. I just cannot. OK then. Happy Holidays all. I really do hope it is going great for you.

Your alter ego Jessica? Does that mean she won't be posting anymore

**stevek173** · 12-24-10, 10:16 AM

Originally posted by obamaismyuncle

happy holidays to you too, hope it all works out

Thanks man it will be what it is regardless of what direction it goes.

I felt fine then this morning it just consumed me. It is like a freakin terrorist abducting me.

Have to fight it off is all.

**Dirty Sanchez** · 12-24-10, 10:20 AM

Steve-o....2011 is your year....keep thoughts on the brightside and you can't lose

**jjgold** · 12-24-10, 10:25 AM

173 your on an emotional roller coaster

Slow down and isolate yourself

Isolationism is in at sbr

**Dirty Sanchez** · 12-24-10, 10:33 AM

Originally posted by jjgold

173 your on an emotional roller coaster

Slow down and isolate yourself

Isolationism is in at sbr

Maybe it's time for you to open up the SBR Hotline...there are some in need of your guidance

**stevek173** · 12-24-10, 11:16 AM

I'm good now. Tough morning.