Okay so me and some friends went to this party at an underground club in chicago last saturday night. we ofcourse had been drinking all night leading up to that and didnt know what to expect. One thing we did hear is that the dj that was going to be there is one of the most popular dj's in chicago so that sounded cool. anyways when we first got there we realized it was in an abandoned warehouse (yeah sketchy as fukk) so after contemplating we walk in and head up the elevator (everything in shitty ass condition). so get to the top floor, walked out and the room was not far from the elevator (remember we were drunk so it was the only reason why we came into the place in the first time). So we get to the door pay cover (like 5 bucks whatever) and then get patted down. So im thinking to myself "are we safe to be here right now??" anyways we walk in and first thing we notice is the room is no bigger than maybe 30' by 30' with a side area that had a big bar. So me, a friend, and two girls we came with are the only white ppl in the room (one of the other girls we came with was black that we didnt know was the one who heard about this place). Didn't bother us though just be cool and have no problems. Well right when i walked in this super hot black girl gave me a look but not like a wtf are you doing here look. so i just kinda ignored it went up to the small bar got some shots and a couple beers with the guys. We were kinda early so they were just getting the music going. The place was maybe half full with a huge guy to girl ratio. So under the circumstances, i knew i wasnt getting anything tonight lol.
Well pretty soon after we got our drinks, the lights went out and the music came on. Im really big into hip-hop so after about 5 mins i knew this dj was bad as ****. when i went to go see whats up i noticed it was the fvcking girl i had the run in with djing. so im like holy fvcking shit you gotta be kidding me!! So i go tell my buddies whats up. Anyways the night goes on and im dancing with some random girls just enjoying myself. Throughout the night i would make eye contact with the dj. I dont know what it was but i was all about this girl. So im dancing with this randomn girl and my buddy comes up and was like "hey, this guys got some kush, want to smoke?". Now i haven't smoked in over a year and hadnt plan on doing it again but i was in the zone with a nice buzz and badass music so i told him "yeah, why the fukk not". so ten minutes later i hop off the dance floor. I find my buddy and hes with some ppl. we all end up doing our thing right in there with a window open nobody cared. Its been so long i didnt know what to expect really. So after we finish i go get another drink. im feeling really good so i just become a wall hanger. By that time, there was some no name rapper there doing what he does. Well this girl comes up to me and is like "want to dance??". ofcourse i accpeted and we started dancing. i was so out of it between how dark it was and how combod i was that by this time i had no clue what she even looked like, she could have been black or white for all i know, didnt really matter to me much. Just remember she had an amazing body. So anyways i danced with this girl for like an hour. We were really getting into it and then out of nowhere she just stopped so i just turned my back and walked away. Im like whatever, gotta take a piss and find my buddies. well we kicked it outside the room for a little bit from what i remember cause after this point everything was sketchy. We did leave not to soon after, prly was only oneish, but every one of us was hammered. so we caught a train headed back to my buddies apartment and crashed. All in all it was a good night but a horrible morning.
Well anyways point of the story, just talked to my buddy today and while talking he brought up how funny it was watching me all over the dj. At first i was like "what??" but then remembered dancing with that girl i couldnt tell who it was and I was like shut the fuckk up!!!! hes like yeah dude i watched you bounce on her and she gave you a dirty look it was priceless she was hot and you were all about her earlier that night too! I was speechless after he said that
I am still pissed about the situation and cant fvcking believe that actually happened. told myself i wouldnt smoke again, i do and look what happens. i had a thing for her and i could have fvcked her but i blew it
Well pretty soon after we got our drinks, the lights went out and the music came on. Im really big into hip-hop so after about 5 mins i knew this dj was bad as ****. when i went to go see whats up i noticed it was the fvcking girl i had the run in with djing. so im like holy fvcking shit you gotta be kidding me!! So i go tell my buddies whats up. Anyways the night goes on and im dancing with some random girls just enjoying myself. Throughout the night i would make eye contact with the dj. I dont know what it was but i was all about this girl. So im dancing with this randomn girl and my buddy comes up and was like "hey, this guys got some kush, want to smoke?". Now i haven't smoked in over a year and hadnt plan on doing it again but i was in the zone with a nice buzz and badass music so i told him "yeah, why the fukk not". so ten minutes later i hop off the dance floor. I find my buddy and hes with some ppl. we all end up doing our thing right in there with a window open nobody cared. Its been so long i didnt know what to expect really. So after we finish i go get another drink. im feeling really good so i just become a wall hanger. By that time, there was some no name rapper there doing what he does. Well this girl comes up to me and is like "want to dance??". ofcourse i accpeted and we started dancing. i was so out of it between how dark it was and how combod i was that by this time i had no clue what she even looked like, she could have been black or white for all i know, didnt really matter to me much. Just remember she had an amazing body. So anyways i danced with this girl for like an hour. We were really getting into it and then out of nowhere she just stopped so i just turned my back and walked away. Im like whatever, gotta take a piss and find my buddies. well we kicked it outside the room for a little bit from what i remember cause after this point everything was sketchy. We did leave not to soon after, prly was only oneish, but every one of us was hammered. so we caught a train headed back to my buddies apartment and crashed. All in all it was a good night but a horrible morning.
Well anyways point of the story, just talked to my buddy today and while talking he brought up how funny it was watching me all over the dj. At first i was like "what??" but then remembered dancing with that girl i couldnt tell who it was and I was like shut the fuckk up!!!! hes like yeah dude i watched you bounce on her and she gave you a dirty look it was priceless she was hot and you were all about her earlier that night too! I was speechless after he said that

I am still pissed about the situation and cant fvcking believe that actually happened. told myself i wouldnt smoke again, i do and look what happens. i had a thing for her and i could have fvcked her but i blew it
