why the fvck cant i live like a celebrity or be rich, shit pisses me off sometimes.
those people have the best cars, the best clothes, the best houses, the best women etc. ...i wouldnt be surprised if they could convince a girl to eat their own shit. They live fascinating lives, something most of us will never experience.
Now what do i have to look forward to? working my 9-5 for my shitty pay, coming home smelling like shit? ill never have a nice car, never have a nice house, never have the girl of my dreams etc. and most importantly, since i dont believe in god or an afterlife, ill just die, lose all consciousness and leaving NOTHING behind for people to remember me by.
I want to be someone great. I want to leave a legacy. I dont want to just live a fvckin shitty life with a mediocre wife, driving a mediocre car, living in a mediocre house, with mediocre kids. Why the fvck should i settle for anything less with the knowledge that there are people out there as im typing this, having 3somes with the most baeutiful women on earth, driving bugattis, vacationing on exotic locations, dressing in the nicest clothes, eating the nicest meals etc. Why the fvck should i settle for anything less than a top notch lifestlye?
So whats the problem? Well here it is. I cant fuckin sing, and i cant fuckin act. im not good looking enough for a spot in Hollywood. Also, as athletic as i am, becoming a professional athlete has never been my desire and i dont have the passion for it since i hate sports.
So why the fvck should any of us settle for a shitty ass mediocre life when there are better things out there, legacies to be made etc. im 25 years old and im getting older every day that goes by. My life is running out and i refuse to become a fvcking lowlife. I will wither away and die if i became a loser and never accomplished anything in my life. Noone would even give a shit when i die...
So if i cant do anything great or become anything great, then why the fvck should i even waste time living? and you should as yourself the same fvckin question.
those people have the best cars, the best clothes, the best houses, the best women etc. ...i wouldnt be surprised if they could convince a girl to eat their own shit. They live fascinating lives, something most of us will never experience.
Now what do i have to look forward to? working my 9-5 for my shitty pay, coming home smelling like shit? ill never have a nice car, never have a nice house, never have the girl of my dreams etc. and most importantly, since i dont believe in god or an afterlife, ill just die, lose all consciousness and leaving NOTHING behind for people to remember me by.
I want to be someone great. I want to leave a legacy. I dont want to just live a fvckin shitty life with a mediocre wife, driving a mediocre car, living in a mediocre house, with mediocre kids. Why the fvck should i settle for anything less with the knowledge that there are people out there as im typing this, having 3somes with the most baeutiful women on earth, driving bugattis, vacationing on exotic locations, dressing in the nicest clothes, eating the nicest meals etc. Why the fvck should i settle for anything less than a top notch lifestlye?
So whats the problem? Well here it is. I cant fuckin sing, and i cant fuckin act. im not good looking enough for a spot in Hollywood. Also, as athletic as i am, becoming a professional athlete has never been my desire and i dont have the passion for it since i hate sports.
So why the fvck should any of us settle for a shitty ass mediocre life when there are better things out there, legacies to be made etc. im 25 years old and im getting older every day that goes by. My life is running out and i refuse to become a fvcking lowlife. I will wither away and die if i became a loser and never accomplished anything in my life. Noone would even give a shit when i die...
So if i cant do anything great or become anything great, then why the fvck should i even waste time living? and you should as yourself the same fvckin question.