life really is a fvckin downward spiral if you think about it...instead of life starting off slow and ending with a big climax, its actually the complete opposite...
you start off young and vibrant, capable of doing anything in the world...you are in your sexual, athletic, and mental primes and you feel like you are invincible...
but it all goes down hill from then on...what happens when your fvckin 40 and cant hardly do half the shit you used to do? you just sit on your couch, watch sports, and get older and older. then what about when your 60? 70? 80? etc.
i feel bad for my dad, he just turned 50 and judging by the way hes been talking in recent years i think he kinda feels this way. He realizes his life is begining to come to an end and that hes getting older and older.. i kinda feel bad for him because I remember how active and vibrant he was, now he just says everything he does is for us, his children..he doesnt have anything else to live for.
in a few years he'll be 60+...then what does he have to look forward to? then in a few years after that when hes pushing 70, what does he look forward to then? eventually it gets to the point where you are like 70+ and you are just counting down the days until you die...shit is terrible
there is no big bang at the end of life, no climax, no "reunion" party where everyone you ever met in your life shows up for one last hoorah...no, nothing like that at all...you just fvcking become old, withered, and rot away like an old peice of shit...eventually you find yourself in a fvcking rascal scooter (if you are fancy) and the highlight of your day is prune juice time. i mean what the fvck is there to look forward too? Your family wont want to spend time with you and you just become a nuisance..and if your white they'll probably put you in a nursing home to rot. At that point its like you are counting down the days to die and it just seems really fvckin depressing. I seriously hope i never have to experience those terrible years.
i guess if you are a religious and believe in heaven, its more soothing...but if you are a sane person and dont believe in that bullshit, and realize that when you die you will simply lose all consciousness and get stuffed in the dirt, and that anything you accomplished during life wont mean anything in the end, then its fvckin depressing.
what the fvck, how do you old people cope with this shit? right now im 25 and i feel like my best years are behind me...I remember i would feel happy when there was a poll or study and i was always in the 18-24 yr old group..now im in the 25-32 group and it seems like its all downhill from here.
you start off young and vibrant, capable of doing anything in the world...you are in your sexual, athletic, and mental primes and you feel like you are invincible...
but it all goes down hill from then on...what happens when your fvckin 40 and cant hardly do half the shit you used to do? you just sit on your couch, watch sports, and get older and older. then what about when your 60? 70? 80? etc.
i feel bad for my dad, he just turned 50 and judging by the way hes been talking in recent years i think he kinda feels this way. He realizes his life is begining to come to an end and that hes getting older and older.. i kinda feel bad for him because I remember how active and vibrant he was, now he just says everything he does is for us, his children..he doesnt have anything else to live for.
in a few years he'll be 60+...then what does he have to look forward to? then in a few years after that when hes pushing 70, what does he look forward to then? eventually it gets to the point where you are like 70+ and you are just counting down the days until you die...shit is terrible
there is no big bang at the end of life, no climax, no "reunion" party where everyone you ever met in your life shows up for one last hoorah...no, nothing like that at all...you just fvcking become old, withered, and rot away like an old peice of shit...eventually you find yourself in a fvcking rascal scooter (if you are fancy) and the highlight of your day is prune juice time. i mean what the fvck is there to look forward too? Your family wont want to spend time with you and you just become a nuisance..and if your white they'll probably put you in a nursing home to rot. At that point its like you are counting down the days to die and it just seems really fvckin depressing. I seriously hope i never have to experience those terrible years.
i guess if you are a religious and believe in heaven, its more soothing...but if you are a sane person and dont believe in that bullshit, and realize that when you die you will simply lose all consciousness and get stuffed in the dirt, and that anything you accomplished during life wont mean anything in the end, then its fvckin depressing.
what the fvck, how do you old people cope with this shit? right now im 25 and i feel like my best years are behind me...I remember i would feel happy when there was a poll or study and i was always in the 18-24 yr old group..now im in the 25-32 group and it seems like its all downhill from here.
