Since I relapsed Ive lost around 10k. I had 2500 on the Bucks tonight. Predictably, they were up double digits then got blown out. It seems like it happens to me every time.
The other night I got drunk at my local card room and lost 5400. I can't even begin to guess how much I have spent gambling in my life, I'd set the overunder at 250k.
Ill take the under. And I would probably lose that too.
Gambling has cost me time, money, friendships, an ex wife, and strained relationships with my family. This is a disease we all have, we are chasing a rush I think. Even when we lose we get high. Sometimes I wonder if I am self sabotaging.
But I am out of the game for good now. I will try to rebuild my life and live a good life outside of this hell. I hope and pray God will help me and that freedom and a better life awaits. I will never spend another penny on either alcohol or gambling.
Goodbye and Best of luck to you all. I hope some of you will realize what a dead end this gambling nonsense is and try to live a better and happier life. Gambling is a massive lie, a fraud, an illusion.
All that being said take KC -1.5
The other night I got drunk at my local card room and lost 5400. I can't even begin to guess how much I have spent gambling in my life, I'd set the overunder at 250k.
Ill take the under. And I would probably lose that too.
Gambling has cost me time, money, friendships, an ex wife, and strained relationships with my family. This is a disease we all have, we are chasing a rush I think. Even when we lose we get high. Sometimes I wonder if I am self sabotaging.
But I am out of the game for good now. I will try to rebuild my life and live a good life outside of this hell. I hope and pray God will help me and that freedom and a better life awaits. I will never spend another penny on either alcohol or gambling.
Goodbye and Best of luck to you all. I hope some of you will realize what a dead end this gambling nonsense is and try to live a better and happier life. Gambling is a massive lie, a fraud, an illusion.
All that being said take KC -1.5
