Hey posters. Lot of guy here think I am a paid poster or not a real person so I said I would give a short gambling life story so you can better understand my gambling situation. I am not giving out a life story like where I live or whatever. Not allowed to reveal my identity on the internet. So if guys are looking for validation that is not what this is. Just looking to help guys understand how I got where i am gambling wise
I first gambled when a friend had a craps party in his garage in 6th grade. I told my mom where i was going and she said don't you need some money? She gave me 5 one dollar bills and said be careful gambling because it is in our genes.
Spent most of high school playing sports so didn't gamble on sports but always had to have that rush so whenever at parties I would be at the gambling table playing mostly in-between. I would always win becasue I had the largest bank roll and could outlast anyone that did not have the balls to call the pot as many times as me.
After high school that is when things when sour mostly because of the online gambling explosion. Lost a lot of money but then figured out how to bet and got the 14k back that I lost. I mostly played online poker and black jack in the casino. Went on a crazy run. That was the worst thing that could have happend though becuase I thought that I would always get what I lost back eventually. Gradually the losses got more and more and by my late 20s and early 30s I was over 50k in credit card debt from online gambling. Lost my girlfriend my now wife because of that. That is when my mom agreed to take over my finances and take me in so that I could pay off my debt and try to learn to control the gambling. I paid $1500 dollars a month for a little over 3 years back to my mom as she paid the 56 k off to avoid paying outrages interest. For a long time I only bet betpoints with the occasional real money deposit. Later I was given an allowance to gamble with. It worked for a while but then I would blow the allowance going all in so that is when we shut down all casinos and poker and only did sportsbetting with 5 dimes. She had the password and I could only place bets under her supervison. betpoints I was allowed to bet all in if I wanted. This worked for a while as well. Then one day my old girlfriend called me out of the blue and wanted to make things right since she herd I was out of debt. We had a meeting with her and my mom about my gambling. She agreed that she would accept that I was going to gamble and was ok with that. She also agreed to take on the 5dimes password. This also worked for a while until I got the itch to make bigger bets so we then agreed to do Betonline (no limit) and 5 dimes limit and betpoints but nothing more than that. Kind of like 3 different gambling avenues. Lost a lot in betonline but held strong with 5 dimes until i accidently saw her type in the password. i now cannot help myself so I have to figure out a way to tell her to make a new password before I lose the 5 dimes balance. So that is where I am today. Contsantly trying to figure out how to live with this disease. To be honest I am not sure why I bet the ML chalk other that I like to get the gambling rush but still win almost all the bets. When I then lose it all on the one -5000 play that loses it is almost worth it.
Good luck posters.
I first gambled when a friend had a craps party in his garage in 6th grade. I told my mom where i was going and she said don't you need some money? She gave me 5 one dollar bills and said be careful gambling because it is in our genes.
Spent most of high school playing sports so didn't gamble on sports but always had to have that rush so whenever at parties I would be at the gambling table playing mostly in-between. I would always win becasue I had the largest bank roll and could outlast anyone that did not have the balls to call the pot as many times as me.
After high school that is when things when sour mostly because of the online gambling explosion. Lost a lot of money but then figured out how to bet and got the 14k back that I lost. I mostly played online poker and black jack in the casino. Went on a crazy run. That was the worst thing that could have happend though becuase I thought that I would always get what I lost back eventually. Gradually the losses got more and more and by my late 20s and early 30s I was over 50k in credit card debt from online gambling. Lost my girlfriend my now wife because of that. That is when my mom agreed to take over my finances and take me in so that I could pay off my debt and try to learn to control the gambling. I paid $1500 dollars a month for a little over 3 years back to my mom as she paid the 56 k off to avoid paying outrages interest. For a long time I only bet betpoints with the occasional real money deposit. Later I was given an allowance to gamble with. It worked for a while but then I would blow the allowance going all in so that is when we shut down all casinos and poker and only did sportsbetting with 5 dimes. She had the password and I could only place bets under her supervison. betpoints I was allowed to bet all in if I wanted. This worked for a while as well. Then one day my old girlfriend called me out of the blue and wanted to make things right since she herd I was out of debt. We had a meeting with her and my mom about my gambling. She agreed that she would accept that I was going to gamble and was ok with that. She also agreed to take on the 5dimes password. This also worked for a while until I got the itch to make bigger bets so we then agreed to do Betonline (no limit) and 5 dimes limit and betpoints but nothing more than that. Kind of like 3 different gambling avenues. Lost a lot in betonline but held strong with 5 dimes until i accidently saw her type in the password. i now cannot help myself so I have to figure out a way to tell her to make a new password before I lose the 5 dimes balance. So that is where I am today. Contsantly trying to figure out how to live with this disease. To be honest I am not sure why I bet the ML chalk other that I like to get the gambling rush but still win almost all the bets. When I then lose it all on the one -5000 play that loses it is almost worth it.
Good luck posters.
