1. 06-07-10 07:34 AM #1
    BatemanPatrickl
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    How many days do you feel like killing yourself?

    For myself I would say at least 3 days a week. My life sucks and I am stuck in a pretty deep depressing funk right now making it worse by inhaling Oxycontins. Don't ask me how I still have a good job or my girlfriend. Didn't even shave this morning after waking up in a cold sweat; had some crazy dreams last night.

    Feel like sleeping most days.

    I know in the back of my mind I hope I take too many Oxys and nod off to some Beethoven; hopefully that will be my last moment
    F this world I am ready to leave for good
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  2. 06-07-10 07:36 AM #2
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    Kill yourself already god damn it!!!!!





    Like asap muthafukka you wont be missed i promise.
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  3. 06-07-10 07:41 AM #3
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    Bateman, if you are really serious and not into some JJ-like act, go get some help.

    Player Talk needs guys like you, offing yourself ain't gonna help. Otherwise we're left with fvks like Paver.
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  4. 06-07-10 07:42 AM #4
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    No crap I won't be missed. Just want to make sure I have anything in order so my death won't be a financial burden on those I leave behind.

    Do you best Lost you piece of dog shit. I have dealt with your trashy kind my whole life and have always won.

    I'll go out on my terms bitch.
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  5. 06-07-10 07:47 AM #5
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    Youll go out on our terms muthafukka> fukk you you piece of shit poster> why cry to us for? Just end your life> pull the cord< jump off a building< place a 15 team parlay for $100,000. Either way you go out itll be with shit stains on your face> good bye you piece of shit
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  6. 06-07-10 07:47 AM #6
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    Quote Originally Posted by BatemanPatrickl View Post
    For myself I would say at least 3 days a week. My life sucks and I am stuck in a pretty deep depressing funk right now making it worse by inhaling Oxycontins. Don't ask me how I still have a good job or my girlfriend. Didn't even shave this morning after waking up in a cold sweat; had some crazy dreams last night.

    Feel like sleeping most days.

    I know in the back of my mind I hope I take too many Oxys and nod off to some Beethoven; hopefully that will be my last moment
    F this world I am ready to leave for good
    It does cross my mind sometimes but you have to hang in there man
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  7. 06-07-10 07:48 AM #7
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    I think about it twice a day at least. My 3 boys only thing that keep me from doing it.
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  8. 06-07-10 08:01 AM #8
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    I must be missing something. You said yourself you have a good job and more importantly a partner who is obviously willing to stand by you. So I assume you're okay financially and you're not lonely - 2 major causes for why people have suicidal thoughts. Is it just severe depression that's making you feel this way and no extenuating factors? Because if so, that can be fixed if you're willing to get help and put in the work to feel better.
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  9. 06-07-10 08:07 AM #9
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    Shari I am not lonely and will never have financial problems. That doesn't solve the problems I have with myself.
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  10. 06-07-10 08:11 AM #10
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    You desperately need help.

    DO NOT WAIT.
    Go get it now.
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  11. 06-07-10 08:12 AM #11
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    There are plenty of people around that are in the same situation. Its not uncommon. Most people feel that life isn't giving them enough and are board.
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  12. 06-07-10 08:13 AM #12
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    Bateman, force yourself to watch this and then shut up.

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  13. 06-07-10 08:15 AM #13
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    Quote Originally Posted by BatemanPatrickl View Post
    Shari I am not lonely and will never have financial problems. That doesn't solve the problems I have with myself.
    Please just get some help.
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  14. 06-07-10 08:18 AM #14
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    One day the tough guy says he is best in world bashing people all day now he wants to be a coward ass bitch and take himself out. Whatever your plans are I wish you the absolute best. Patty, get help.
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  15. 06-07-10 08:18 AM #15
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    I will say this, if anyone did want to commit suicide, make sure you do it right or else your life will be 10x depressed surviving your fuked up suicide attempt and will be a vegetable in a wheelchair.
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  16. 06-07-10 08:22 AM #16
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    Ace no problem with how to do it man. Just overdose; I have the supplies.

    Deuce never said I was a tough guy but I will defend myself sir.
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  17. 06-07-10 08:23 AM #17
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    Life is good!
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  18. 06-07-10 08:26 AM #18
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    Quote Originally Posted by Ace_of_Spades View Post
    I will say this, if anyone did want to commit suicide, make sure you do it right or else your life will be 10x depressed surviving your fuked up suicide attempt and will be a vegetable in a wheelchair.
    Yeah i agree i know someone that shot them selves in the head and lived .now he is 100 times more pissed and looks like crap.
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  19. 06-07-10 08:28 AM #19
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    get some real help. suicide is never the answer and a very selfish way to go out, leaving all the questions and grief for family and friends.... Hope you find what you need out there, its never as bad as you think... good luck to you sir
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  20. 06-07-10 08:28 AM #20
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  21. 06-07-10 08:29 AM #21
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    Quote Originally Posted by sportscash View Post
    Yeah i agree i know someone that shot them selves in the head and lived .now he is 100 times more pissed and looks like crap.
    Hope i never run into that guy.
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  22. 06-07-10 08:30 AM #22
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    Drugs is the answer. You need to find another dimension, escape.
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  23. 06-07-10 09:21 AM #23
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    Aces what do you recommend besides Yayo?
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  24. 06-07-10 09:22 AM #24
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    Quote Originally Posted by BatemanPatrickl View Post
    Aces what do you recommend besides Yayo?
    Cyanide direct inject.
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  25. 06-07-10 09:24 AM #25
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    don't do it. its not a final solution, just final. the oxys are probably causing these depressed feelings. You need to get help to get the drugs out of your life, then you can access if the problem is deeper.
    whatever you do, don't be a coward. suicide is as cowardly as it gets.

    hope things get better for you,
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    Bateman don't worry you will win June POTM
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  27. 06-07-10 09:32 AM #27
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    Deuce that is not a fun drug you cok. Robert thank you.

    Mathy call me.

    BTW this is not a JJ type post. I really do hate my life.
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    Never say suicide is a courageous act to a person.
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  29. 06-07-10 09:35 AM #29
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    Quote Originally Posted by BatemanPatrickl View Post
    Deuce that is not a fun drug you cok. Robert thank you.

    Mathy call me.

    BTW this is not a JJ type post. I really do hate my life.
    Stuck on the merry-go-round?
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  30. 06-07-10 09:40 AM #30
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    What are oxycontins?
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  31. 06-07-10 09:42 AM #31
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    Quote Originally Posted by unluckysob View Post
    What are oxycontins?
    Pez flavored candy except some people inject them which makes no sense.
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  32. 06-07-10 09:59 AM #32
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    A vacation trip to a third world country will help.
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  33. 06-07-10 10:03 AM #33
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    Wronger is that an invite pal?
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  34. 06-07-10 10:04 AM #34
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    ya stop your bitchn

    you dont know what hating life really is, you're just lazy and on pills that are ****ing with your head
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  35. 06-07-10 10:05 AM #35
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    Bater,

    Get yourself a hooker. All will be well.
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