Damn Cuse, hang in there.
We all do some stupid shit with regret, but to me, your dog died and came back in this thread.
I'm still relieved about that. Not going to rail on you for the alcohol fueled decisions, you know the deal.
Cuse, you have a heart and a conscience, and like someone said, people in your life that could be used as motivation.
Get it together Cuse, we want you around here, pal, and happy with a girl.
Protect what you do have.