Been meaning to start this thread for awhile, but ive decided this is the way to keep myself in check;
Govern myself and hopefully have similar minds coach me if i get outta line. I've pretty much declared the thrill of victory is the only thing im after and keeps me going in this business. Not here to write a whole bio of myself and my 2 years of day in and day out studyin to increase my IQ/edge while having a dayjob while dreaming i have what it takes to be special and different from the rest. Ppl tell me i do, but its now or never and i hope to have u guys read this diary and keep me in check if i get off-track. Recently ive gotten back to being me, and doing what i do best: feeling good, healthy and brainstorming true odds and analysis for matchups to WIN, focusing on mainly true locks and values. So i need to stay on this track as long as i live, and u guys are welcome to help me stay on track as ill be writing all my scouting/notes here. As well as theories, my self created systems of real time analysis of the highly improbable, which is no retroactive back testing of useless historical stats unless they apply and relevant to a specific match-up.
My base bankroll will be 3,000. 1u = 100 USD. Not gonna even think ive won anything recently, i realized none of it matters. Everyday u put in work like u need to win ur last meal. I need to hold myself responsible for every play i make. This is the only way to not take ur winnings for granted or count ur stacks of the past, then get lazy and takin shortcuts and BAM u get caught in a terrible situation where u made a very bad -EV move and then u start chasing that single loss cus of stupid pride and throws off ur whole demeanor and system to what have got u successful in the first place. Then it gets ugly, REAL FAST. That has been my biggest flaw, and i vow to improve and eliminate that once and for all.
Item Amount Current Balance: 1,751 USD Available Balance: 4,701 USD Amount at Risk: 50 USD Last Week`s Win/Loss Figure: 220 USD This Week`s Win/Loss Figure: 1,481 USD
only pending at the moment:
NFL DEFENSIVE ROOKIE OF THE YEAR 2013/2014 -TO WIN
[902975] TYRAN MATHIEU +100050/500
notes today: NHL Chi Hawks still money on road Unders, especially at 5.5 value, with their style and dynamics they play with. Takes 2-0 lead, and lets panthers back in 2-2 in mid 3rd, but still gritty to win it with superior talents in SHOOTOUT. Final 3-2
Under and Hawks ML hits, as well as 5u on parlay with straights. Loss on PL Hawks for 2u@ +165.
So pregame analysis is spot on with U/5.5 as the lock, but with the superior talent coached team to win it most likely. Brings us today profit of +1476
onto tomorrow, dont get too high or too low. Sleep and eat well, prepare and gameplan for TNF.