After the loss in the Iowa/Indiana game, lost a couple hundred, I was so pissed I went on tilt and just made some stupid first quarter bets and lost those and depleted my account.
I realize gambling is just another self destructing habit for me and after this week I will not be placing wagers, going to casinos, or playing in contests. I will let the contests that are going on ride out for this weekend.
I just know that I am only 22 years old and gambling is just something that is holding me back in my life. I've already got enough problems with other issues in my life.
When I am gambling and I win it does not do too much for me because money can't buy happiness and peace of mind, and when I lose I feel like shit and go on tilt.
So at least for a while I am done.
I will give away my points to the first person that guesses my name.