Tony go back and read all of this when your sober and how stupid it all sounds and how chitty you felt. Realize you don't want to be back in this situation and man up and take the necessary steps to be there.. I'm 27 and alcohol fukked my world up I've been 9 months sober and good things have been happening I just bought a house and no way I would be here if I was still partying. Start burnin some trees and enjoy life in the drivers seat not shotgun