its come to this. down 30k and im picking at better than a 65% clip. Parlays have ruined my life havent ate or slept in monthes. Just a matter of time before my wife and to little kids leave. After that two out two strike homet in the 9th fukked me ive flipped. I would quit but cant. If i put a 100 parlay in today to win say 1800. I will hit every game but one. I have tap my 401k loans and ************ out the ass i live in a condo that costs 1200 a month. What a ******* joke that is. If i go to a shrink theyll put me in jail or on the 5th floor. Im tapped out. With all that said what should i do? ,take milwaukee, or go fall asleep in my car with thegarage door down. 19 parlays in 2 weeks lost 1 game on each