Originally posted on 06/07/2010:

"Wish"

this is the first day of my last days
i built it up,, now i take it apart,, climbed up real high,, now fall down real far
no need for me to stay,, the last thing left,, i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more fukked up i could do
wish there was something real,, wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
i'm the one without a soul,, i'm the one with this big fukkin hole
no new tale to tell,, twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time, hard line, bad luck, fist fukk,
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me, i hate everyone
wish there was something real,, wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to...................................... ...how bout you..........