tonight will be my last night drinking. i have chest pains either from the beer or all the mountain dew i drink. either way tonight is my last night i hope i can stop im pretty sure i can. i only have 10 ativan left as well so the toxic load on my body will lessen. should feel more energy to go get a job. setting my alarm clock for 9am every morning.......not that anyone cares just sayin because its a free speech board