[will2survive]

You don't have much money and know that you should take the knicks +5.5 and instead the greedy scummy selfish side comes out in oneself and I take the Knicks moneyline instead +180-----now the account has 0 in it

The Knicks are leading by 6 with less than 1 minute to go and Tracy McGrady is shooting 2 free throws you figure -thank god---I pulled it out instead they lose in overtime and your insides feel like they've been torn out.I only have myself to blame---kill me---not even close to the largest that I've ever wagered but am in a difficult spot lately.---this game will stick with me----

----at least I have SBR to vent--sure can't tell my girlfriend why I looked like I had such a vested interest in the game.She think's that my team lost.I'm thinking that I screwed up and my dignity's lost---and Sunday will be a non wagering day because I was a selfish POS

[will2survive]

self pity loser post