Sometimes i feel like life is too safe. too boring. as if there is no competition in life, and i have a hunger for competition but no outlet to express it. i also just have this anger inside of me and drive like im supposed to be on a mission but i havent found what it is yet..
I'm not a big dude by any means or even in great shape psychically lol. but i try and keep healthy lift weights and walk a shit ton per day prob more then most do in a week.. lol.
Anyway im thinking about doing kickboxing, muay thai, or just basic MMA lessons. does anyone train in any of these or give suggestions?