Fully accepted I am a loser and will continue to lose. I found an amount I'm comfortable with. Can still enjoy the games and have a rooting interest but not destroy myself.
I started this about a week ago and the most amazing part is I found myself getting just as pissed off during the games as when I was betting 5-10 times as much. I guess it was never really about the money, I'm just a sore loser and get pissed at everything but at least now when I get buried and wanna kill someone my account is only -$50 or so.
And Lafayette -115 is the play tonight. $13.80/$12.00
GL