[Swinging Johnson]

so why are we here if not eternal meaning without beginning and without end as we are. The bloob of energy that we are cannot be destroyed, only altered. Life is a lesson in which I hate, which has to have a meaning or reason. 3000 books and I still don't know what it is. Why the fukk am I here when I don't want to be?

bad day today again,

Don't let it get you down. You won't solve the puzzle. Nobody will. Just do the very best you can and in the end you'll find out...or you won't. Cheer up, it will get better.