Whining like a dripping vag does not do anything for you or the forum.
Act like you have done this before.
Speaking with almost 26 years of experience, not accepting a loss will do nothing for your health or your wagering success. Losing a wager is something you will do between 40-45% of the time if you are extremely successful.
Your approach to this is probably a real good indication of why you are so streaky.
The best in the business see losses as a cost of doing business. You see them as life or death.
Fix your shit.