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    Quote Originally Posted by Russian Rocket View Post
    Cuser let's not go to the dark place

    Life is too beautiful, pal

    In the moments like that, always think about the people who matter the most to you and everything will be alright
    Itís crazy because Iím actually in a great spot mentally for the first time in a while. Not even depressed. I know that sounds ass backward insane. Just think it could be for the best. But, I love this shit called life and not giving up yet. When you give up then thereís nothing to lose. Gonna just roll with it and do shit I wouldnít normally do.


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    Quote Originally Posted by 5mike5 View Post
    Cuuuuuuuuuuuuuser.
    Good to see you brother.


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    Just incase some shit happens. Look for a Justin in the Cuse.



    I ainít going no where though. Getting paid soon to start my next big run.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Cuse0323 View Post
    Just incase some shit happens. Look for a Justin in the Cuse.



    I ain’t going no where though. Getting paid soon to start my next big run.
    There will be no just in case pal

    I'm gonna stick around just to see you succeed

    Let's go on the big run, Cuser
    Last edited by Russian Rocket; 12-20-18 at 12:36 AM.

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    keep fighting Cuse, seems your health is better. And thats a huge start

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    awesome!

    keep doing what you need to do

    and pound some winners

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    Cuseblast from the past.

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    We all want to move to Vegas and get drunk and high all day. It's important to have goals.

    Not all of us can do that, so some of us save money and devote a week or two to pursuing our dreams.
    Others are content watching the degenerates try & live vicariously through them.
    Some actually get up off of their ass, and pursue their dreams instead of waking up with them. Take theTrooper97 for example, I love watching his YouTube videos... A few years ago He did exactly what we're talkin about and things seem to be working out fine for him. Firmly believe that in moderation, nothing can really hurt you.
    Good luck cuser and welcome back.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Jayvegas420 View Post
    We all want to move to Vegas and get drunk and high all day. It's important to have goals.

    Not all of us can do that, so some of us save money and devote a week or two to pursuing our dreams.
    Others are content watching the degenerates try & live vicariously through them.
    Some actually get up off of their ass, and pursue their dreams instead of waking up with them. Take theTrooper97 for example, I love watching his YouTube videos... A few years ago He did exactly what we're talkin about and things seem to be working out fine for him. Firmly believe that in moderation, nothing can really hurt you.
    Good luck cuser and welcome back.





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    Quote Originally Posted by Jayvegas420 View Post
    We all want to move to Vegas and get drunk and high all day. It's important to have goals.

    Not all of us can do that, so some of us save money and devote a week or two to pursuing our dreams.
    Others are content watching the degenerates try & live vicariously through them.
    Some actually get up off of their ass, and pursue their dreams instead of waking up with them. Take theTrooper97 for example, I love watching his YouTube videos... A few years ago He did exactly what we're talkin about and things seem to be working out fine for him. Firmly believe that in moderation, nothing can really hurt you.
    Good luck cuser and welcome back.
    Good stuff. Thanks Jay.

    Rocker. You think Iím embellishing a nice story? No worries either way. Good to see ya back. Time to pound the NFL playoffs. This is the best time of the year for me. Wish I could get back in the game in time for some bowl games though. May not get back in the game until bowl season is over unfortunately.

    And thanks Fidel, chi, and Joey.


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    Cuse, you are a strong man. Appears some men bere have your back when you are down.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Cuse0323 View Post
    Good stuff. Thanks Jay.

    Rocker. You think I’m embellishing a nice story? No worries either way. Good to see ya back. Time to pound the NFL playoffs. This is the best time of the year for me. Wish I could get back in the game in time for some bowl games though. May not get back in the game until bowl season is over unfortunately.

    And thanks Fidel, chi, and Joey.

    Don't mind me pal

    I was just fukkin with Jay

    But as far as your situation goes - Do your thing dude, stay positive and everything will be alright

    My suggestion to you is try to pick a new hobby- it could be anything

    Be open to meeting new people...who knows, maybe you can find your next girlfriend sooner, than you think

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    Quote Originally Posted by PittsburghPlayer View Post
    Cuse, you are a strong man. Appears some men bere have your back when you are down.
    Indeed some do. Much appreciated. Good to see you around brother.


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    Quote Originally Posted by Russian Rocket View Post
    Don't mind me pal

    I was just fukkin with Jay

    Do your thing, stay positive and everything will be alright

    My suggestion to you is try to pick a new hobby- it could be anything

    Be open to meeting new people...who knows, maybe you can find your next girlfriend sooner, than you think
    Hopefully. Finding a new hobby is rough. They tried in rehab to find me one, but nothing really sounds all that enticing. Everyone else was either reading, drawing, coloring, or damn crocheting. Eventually Iíd like to get into the addiction field after I put together some years of sobriety.

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    Cuse, if you do not already do this, tomorrow, take hold of your Mothers hand and find something nice to say, maybe for a sacrifice that she has made, you know what I mean.
    I'll explain why a little later.
    What are you doing later today cuse? I'll drive out we'll have a couple beers and lunch, you say when and where. I'll buy.
    My intentions would be to talk sports, look for pretty women while shooting the s*** and to explain the statement that I made above.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Cuse0323 View Post
    Hopefully. Finding a new hobby is rough. They tried in rehab to find me one, but nothing really sounds all that enticing. Everyone else was either reading, drawing, coloring, or damn crocheting. Eventually I’d like to get into the addiction field after I put together some years of sobriety.
    Go to the animal shelter and see if they need some help

    Believe me, a hobby like that will wake you up in a hurry...plus there are a ton of chicks who work there

    So it will be a win win situation for you

    Stop feeling sorry for yourself...get up tomorrow and go do some good for yourself and others

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    Quote Originally Posted by Russian Rocket View Post
    Go to the animal shelter and see if they need some help

    Believe me, a hobby like that will wake you up in a hurry...plus there are a ton of chicks who work there

    So it will be a win win situation for you

    Stop feeling sorry for yourself...get up tomorrow and go do some good for yourself and others
    Good idea. I like animals, but damn cats bug me. I really donít feel sorry for myself. Iíve had a pretty easy life, and still have opportunities people would kill for. Iím just a little bitch sometimes. Not looking for a pity party, but can see why it comes off that way.

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    Quote Originally Posted by PittsburghPlayer View Post
    Cuse, if you do not already do this, tomorrow, take hold of your Mothers hand and find something nice to say, maybe for a sacrifice that she has made, you know what I mean.
    I'll explain why a little later.
    What are you doing later today cuse? I'll drive out we'll have a couple beers and lunch, you say when and where. I'll buy.
    Good shit. Definitely gonna let her know how much I appreciate her support.

    I got an appointment at 11 until about 1, but after that Iím free. Iíll hit you up in the AM and see if we can figure something out. Appreciate it man.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Cuse0323 View Post
    Good idea. I like animals, but damn cats bug me. I really don’t feel sorry for myself. I’ve had a pretty easy life, and still have opportunities people would kill for. I’m just a little bitch sometimes. Not looking for a pity party, but can see why it comes off that way.
    Then stop being a little bitch.

    Even I go sometimes when I have time...and believe me, I don't have to go anywhere or do anything for anyone.

    It's good to get out of your comfort zone sometimes. Plus working with animals, especially animals in need, may actually heal you.

    Put the wheels in motion man...let this not be just a chat, that you'll forget about tomorrow.

    I'll come check on you in a few weeks.


    I know you can do it and I wish you the best of luck, Cuser

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    I read you Cuse.
    Are you north east west or south of Syracuse?
    Shoot me a PM and I'll be there bro.

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    Appreciate it. Youíre right. Time to stop bitching out, and man up. Too much bullshit from a 30 year old. Iím gonna get this shit right, and flip the script.

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    Quote Originally Posted by PittsburghPlayer View Post
    I read you Cuse.
    Are you north east west or south of Syracuse?
    Just a bit North of Syracuse.

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    Just don't let any of these good f****** talk you into making a video.
    Certain there is at least one poster that would Ambush the f*** out of me.

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    i eat to much thats my problem , gl

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    All that matters right now is that you are here. Some of us here have your back and you know you can call us
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    Sorry, player. I went back into my hole the next day. I saw you hit me up before noon, but I was still waiting for my group crap. Now Iím drunk and can post again. Iíd delete my post but rocket quoted it anyway. Oh well.

    I can dream big when Iím fcked up, but it ainít happening. Iím a much better person drunk, and high. Havenít been high again since but working on it.

    Iíd just take that hundo and buy drugs anyway. So donít worry about that shit.

    Iíll regret this one later too, but oh well. Right now, Iím good.

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    Hey hey hey...you gave me a word that you gonna do certain stuff


    I came back to check on things about the animal shelter

    Where we at playa?

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    We working on big things. Iím working on it. I just learned that I need my medicine before I can make the dreams come true.

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    Cuse...we used to converse a lot i think?

    Where in NY you at? Still here?

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    Quote Originally Posted by sourtwist View Post
    Cuse...we used to converse a lot i think?

    Where in NY you at? Still here?
    Still in the Cuse for a few weeks.

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    Gotcha

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    Quote Originally Posted by Cuse0323 View Post
    We working on big things. I’m working on it. I just learned that I need my medicine before I can make the dreams come true.
    hmm...not something that we agreed upon on..but yeah-dreams come true

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    Cuse there's a guy I know...in and out of the rooms for 30 years. Came in when he was like 17. Sober for over a year now. It can be done. Keep trying.

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