How dumb am I?

[Heltah Skeltah]

Sounds like you might be too far gone for change. Hopefully you hit your rock bottom soon whatever that is. Only way I think you change is if something drastic happens 2 you and makes you want to start living and stop numbing whatever pain you don't want to deal wth.
Good luck brother and hope you get help sooner than later

[jts1207]

Nobody here can help you. Enjoy sucking cokk for crackrock bro. Pathetic.

[jts1207]

Sounds like you might be too far gone for change. Hopefully you hit your rock bottom soon whatever that is. Only way I think you change is if something drastic happens 2 you and makes you want to start living and stop numbing whatever pain you don't want to deal wth.
Good luck brother and hope you get help sooner than later

He will figure it out soon

[allabout the $$$]

Nope. I don’t steal for drug money. Minus my attempt that was foiled quickly, and that was that. I have no friends, and my family is in NY. I pawn shit and sell personal items. Have nothing left. Used to have 60 pairs of Jordan’s. It’s all good though. Material shit ain’t shit. I think $$$ would interject here with a...well your life is.

Going to a party tonight. Got some H, fent, crack, Xans, and of course vodka. Hopefully some hoes show up. Not just the same crew of mostly dudes and their fat chick girls.

Don’t even care anymore, I’m having fun. Met
my man Shaky. Guy got it all, and deals for days. Legit mafcka. Half my check already gone, but oh well. I’m gonna get at it tonight, then tomorrow there’s this men’s group that does like outdoor activities and other shit to help each other stay sober. Meet people, and all that good shit. Maybe give that a shot.

My appointment went great. They’re so supportive there. Love my doc, he really cares. He gave me a hug and had me in tears cause he knows how much I’m struggling. Said what I’m dealing with would drive anyone to drink, and do sedatives like benzos. He didn’t seem to care much about the coke. I didn’t tell em crack.

Anyway, that’s my update. Been riding around all day getting shit done. For doing so much crack, I’m beat. My heart probably not doing so hot. Xanax and booze to the rescue.

I’m not trying to piss people off by being nonchalant about it. It just is what it is, at this point. I’ll be fine. Maybe the cops show up and take me in for my warrant. Who knows, could save me.

Looks like my odds were on point

[KVB]

Cuse don't do fent and crack, especially at the same time.

But stop doing them at all, for good.

No good will come of it, you have to know this.

[Cuse0323]

End of weekend you know that. You said extreme value smoking the glass dick yet the next post you write you say your gonna get crack

I came into this thread really pulling for you and I still am unfortunately I've come to the reality that your not ready for change.

Well cause I’m smoking crack so the yes
odds ain’t bad. I’m gonna get arrested driving around with Shaky. Just trying to hit this party and chill, but he’s hitting licks and cops everywhere. I don’t know how one didn’t pull me. I made an obvious scared move.

[cincinnatikid513]

dont' end up in vegas in the tunnel system

[Cuse0323]

Looks like my odds were on point

Nah, way too low. Easy money on the yes bets. Too bad Otters can’t go all in. Only thing that stops me in the police, which probably happens. Daytona is all good. Worse than the Cuse.

[Cuse0323]

If I make it home tonight a free man, then I’m done. No fckin joke this time. This shit is crazy. I don’t know how we haven’t been pulled yet, and I’m letting my man drive the whip. Fckin needle broke off so couldn’t even get high before we eventually end up in jail, and I gotta get my mom to fly back to not let my dog die. I thought it was all fun and games, and fcked around with it. I’m going to that men’s group tomorrow and getting started on recovery. I’m just a lick to these fools. Except maybe my man Shaky who I let drive, because he’s been hooking it up unlike the other crew always looking to get me for a dollar, and never giving me shit for all I’ve done. Just need to get home. Somehow. Bought a G of crack, a G of H, and some fent that’s just sitting in this broken rig. Fck. Even bought these penetrates a bottle of hypnotic or whatever the 17% trash is because they had birthdays yesterday and today. If that’s even true. They all wanna buy my whip to drive around all day and sell shit. I wish I could go to rehab, but I just gotta do this myself quick and hopefully keep my job. I’m sorry for not listening.

[unlearn]

You will never get clean if you keep hanging around douchebags named Shaky

[Cuse0323]

You will never get clean if you keep hanging around douchebags named Shaky

Yep, and he has my car now. And I have no clue where it is. I can’t even get into my house for my dog without the garage door opener. If there’s a bottom, then this is it. I need a miracle. I have no way to get into my house and it’s over two hours walking home, and all the drugs and booze have given me gout. Please just hang in there little buddy. I’ll get in somehow. Maybe a locksmith but my license has a different address. I don’t know, but this is the culmination of my absolute stupidity.

[Cuse0323]

May get popped tonight. My poor dog. Not sure how I’m gonna get my shit back. The man who took it telling me one thing, then the hustler bitch telling me another. Damn. Lord, please save me. Mom will kill me, but getting in my house for my dog is most important.

[Cuse0323]

I’m like the scarecrow, man. If I only had a brain.

[Big Bear]

post a pic of Shaky

[Cuse0323]

My car is stolen, my house is locked and I have no keys and my dog is in there for the past 10 hours. I don’t know what to do. I let him drive it and it’s my moms and I don’t know the license plate number. It’s probably being chopped. This is my biggest fck up ever.

[jts1207]

Crack heads will loan out their cars for rocks.....you may or may not get it back. Break a window dummy.

[JAKEPEAVY21]

I'd say to call the police to help get you inside but you would probably end up arrested.

[The Kraken]

You paid good money to feel like shit. Crazy shit

[Cuse0323]

Police can’t do shit cause I gave him the key. So, it’s a civil case or some shit. My mom is furious, and ready to take this guy for everything he’s worth. However that would go down. My life is completely ruined in what, like two weeks? If I don’t get this car back then I’m done. I’ll have to go back to the Cuse and just be homeless. I was doing so well, and I pissed it all away as everyone tried to warn me against. I deserve nothing, but a cardboard box.

[KVB]

Damn Cuse, never should have said you gave him the key. If they don't give the car back then it will probably end up abandoned, hopefully found.

Hang in there Cuse.

[PittsburghPlayer]

Cuse, it is either a hospital, rehab, jail or death.

you and you Mom are in a struggle, her guilt and your resentment

No one wins!

[Cuse0323]

And still my dog sits in the house for 16 hours and I can’t get in.

[Cuse0323]

Damn Cuse, never should have said you gave him the key. If they don't give the car back then it will probably end up abandoned, hopefully found.

Hang in there Cuse.

He says he’s gonna bring it every half hour or so, but I gave my mom his number so she’s probably making it much worse. He’s probably like penetrate this white bitch, I ain’t giving you shit then. I just wanna see my dog and sleep. Hopefully die too.

[Sol Diablo]

I'm beginning to wonder how much of this is real vs an embellishment or a troll.

Who would actually go through all this shit, fukked up on a shit ton of different substances, and have the lucidity to stop and document it all on SBR as it's happening?

Sorry, but this is starting to not pass the smell test for me. And if this is 100% true, then for the love of God log off the internet and go get some fukking help.

[jts1207]

I'm beginning to wonder how much of this is real vs an embellishment or a troll.

Who would actually go through all this shit, fukked up on a shit ton of different substances, and have the lucidity to stop and document it all on SBR as it's happening?

Sorry, but this is starting to not pass the smell test for me. And if this is 100% true, then for the love of God log off the internet and go get some fukking help.

That clown Hurry posts like this

[Big Bear]

My car is stolen, my house is locked and I have no keys and my dog is in there for the past 10 hours. I don’t know what to do. I let him drive it and it’s my moms and I don’t know the license plate number. It’s probably being chopped. This is my biggest fck up ever.

1.break into your house and feed your dog.
2. Put on your nicest clothes and walk to a nearby restaurant or bar and tell them you need a job.
3. Start work tonight. Restaurants will hire anyone who is breathing. You still have that going for you.
4. Start making better decisions
5. When you see Shaky take his pic and post it on here with his phone. I have got to see what a guy that goes by Shaky looks like.

[Cuse0323]

I'm beginning to wonder how much of this is real vs an embellishment or a troll.

Who would actually go through all this shit, fukked up on a shit ton of different substances, and have the lucidity to stop and document it all on SBR as it's happening?

Sorry, but this is starting to not pass the smell test for me. And if this is 100% true, then for the love of God log off the internet and go get some fukking help.

I’m very able to handle myself well while under the influence of whatever. I really damn wish I was trolling. So badly. This was just the biggest shit show of a lifetime for me. All my progress gone, and back to zero trust. All well deserved of course. Tough to give an addict a job, then leave him alone in a completely different state and except him to just keep on the ole straight and narrow. I’d love to log off and get help, but not much help to be had right now. I have to get into my house someway. The lady is out searching for my car for me which would solve it all. Ain’t gonna find shit though.

[firedawg]

That clown Hurry posts like this

The obsession is real

[KVB]

...searching for my car for me which would solve it all...

Ponder this for a moment. Would it really solve it all?

I hope you get your car back. I know it would certainly be a start, but your thinking small here.

No more rigs, Cuse.

[BigdaddyQH]

This is Bull S**t. A child of 3 knows how to get into a house when he/she is locked out. This guy has turned into a f**king drama queen. Between his dog and his mother, he should be locked up in a happy home for the rest of his life. What's the old saying: "The bus comes at noon. Be under it." Enough is enough. I find it very strange that you lock yourself out of your house, have everything that you own stolen from you, yet you still manage to post. What do you do? Carry your computer around with you? The game is over for you. You have been caught in your own world of make believe. Now knock this crap off.

[KVB]

Does anyone even read Big Daddy "No Show" Douche Nozzle's endless paragraphs? With no credibility, it must be hard for him.

lol

[jts1207]

This is Bull S**t. A child of 3 knows how to get into a house when he/she is locked out. This guy has turned into a f**king drama queen. Between his dog and his mother, he should be locked up in a happy home for the rest of his life. What's the old saying: "The bus comes at noon. Be under it." Enough is enough. I find it very strange that you lock yourself out of your house, have everything that you own stolen from you, yet you still manage to post. What do you do? Carry your computer around with you? The game is over for you. You have been caught in your own world of make believe. Now knock this crap off.

Yes dumbfukk.....you have to have a computer to post.

[KVB]

Yes dumbfukk.....you have to have a computer to post.

And the burials begin.

It never matters what BigDaddy posts, it always precedes a burial.

He'll get buried deeper than Cuse in this thread.

[BigdaddyQH]

Does anyone even read Big Daddy "No Show" Douche Nozzle's endless paragraphs? With no credibility, it must be hard for him.

lol

So says the biggest Chicken S**t in here. You are so blatantly stupid, that you do not even know when you are getting your arse kicked. In one week from tomorrow, you WILL get your arse kicked so badly that you will not me able to sit for a month. Lying frauds like yourself deserve to be dealt with severely and you will.

[jts1207]

Seriously......does this dumbfukk own a flip phone or something?

Id say 98% post mobile except for our resident basement dwellers