After that 10k I won last month I’ve just been giving it back & I really can’t afford that. I don’t know what I’m gonna do men long term to make money my health is deteriorating as we speak & I have zero confidence right now picking winners. My mental state is weak & fukked too I’m way too sober everyday & I want to start numbing this pain both physically & mentally. I’m really in a bad spot, this forum has like been an open diary for me the last few months & I appreciate the posters who’ve been there for me to stay positive. I need to get these negative & daily suicidal thoughts out of my head it’s a real struggle. 2-11 last 13 $-4,256 in this thread DO NOT TAIL ME !!!
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I say this every day forget gambling you can’t win you have to figure another way out to make moneyComment -
Jerky just think of all the money you would of had if you never gambled like the rest of us
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day by day is all you can do. use the forum as you have been to help you. we are all in this gambling world together.Comment -
80% of disposable income should be invested long term market
20% anything else you like
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You will bounce back Jerky.Comment -
I’m up over 200k in 2 decades JJ Gold I lived off my winnings 4-5 years in the last 20. Having said that since my mind is hooked on the sports market & betting it has took my motivation to really pursue anything else in life even with my small success over the years. I have no more fall back career anymore because my physical health & that is why I’m in panic mode.Comment -
Jerky this sounds dumb but if you are able to walk just put your headphones on and go outside
a 25 minute walk can do wonders for your mental state
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Yeah I do that nearly everyday Manny. I also try & go to the gym 3 days a week to lift light machine weights. I’m as active as can be. I can’t play 18 holes of golf unless I have perc or blow my back gives out mid round. I still can do many things just can’t do them for long periods of time. I can play tennis for about an hour, but I can no longer play pick up basketball games.Comment -
Jerky- 1 game a day like you told me. $200-$500 max. Small goals.... add up to big goals.Comment -
I'm not going going to bullshit around and say never to late to learn something new and start a career because Im not fukkin doing that either
Day by day
Health is 1st so whatever ************ (cards of the credit variety) you have need to go towards that
Id suggest looking into a work from home call support job...some offer benefits and you will atleast have a small income on the side of the gambling
I saw a video about 15years ago on gambling and how 1 loss is equal to 2 wins in your mind in terms of happiness (poker video). So Id say focus on the health, applying for phone support jobs then GRINDING sportsComment -
Rudy good adviceComment -
Now back to the card.Comment -
Colt Brennan dead @ 37. I use to love this guy 15 years ago watching those late night shootouts with his team back then. I remember cracking the top 15 one year winning back to back 10 plus win seasons if I remember correctly. The guy was an alcoholic who was getting arrested a couple times last year for dis-orderly conduct while intoxicated. Not a heavy drug user I believe and there’s no word on how he died exactly but his life was definitely on a downward spiral kind of like my own
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That guy made me money back in the motherbleepin’ day RIP
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I really wanted to just play one but I really like these two after studying the card & watching CBS SportsLine for 6 hours. I’m loyal to CBS SportsLine as a former employee customer service rep for their fantasy sports nearly 20 years ago. I’m also a life member for their picks & daily analysis they have decent cappers & computer models to read & help form an opinion on a game.
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Come on Jerky, snap out of it. You got enough to worry about here don't let the losing streak get to your emotions, keep it seperate, this is business.
Don't play golf with you back like it is, it's terrible for that. Don't take steps backwards as time is your best friend to get the flare ups down.
Two good breaths in with your nose, one longer breath out with your mouth bro. Get some dank, and try to order some of these.
I think they used to be 100mg, but drink one or two of these and you'll be cooler than the other side of the pillow...
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Send me some good Dank in the mail pal, those drinks are real expensive lol. I appreciate the pick me up, been getting real down on my losing days as of late.Come on Jerky, snap out of it. You got enough to worry about here don't let the losing streak get to your emotions, keep it seperate, this is business.
Don't play golf with you back like it is, it's terrible for that. Don't take steps backwards as time is your best friend to get the flare ups down.
Two good breaths in with your nose, one longer breath out with your mouth bro. Get some dank, and try to order some of these.
I think they used to be 100mg, but drink one or two of these and you'll be cooler than the other side of the pillow...
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I need to stop crying like a bitch on this forum I’m probably ruining my rep.
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Our shit bucket can only hold so much Jerky and there are only so many ways to empty it.
You're all good here pal. Shit, I just posted this earlier today...
So I feel you pal, I hear every word.I've tried not to bitch about it too much but I'm running our of painkillers and can't take em as I need em am getting neuritis on the right side now too, though not as bad, after burning that side last Thurs. Pk's only thing that helps.
Left side still on fire.
I've really pushed the limits here on what I can handle. I think I've taken a few years off my life with the stress I've put myself through the last couple of weeks. And I'm still enduring it. Bad neuritis is one thing, but bilateral?
Fawk.
I need to find this guy, and find him soon, I'm not sure how much more of this I can take...
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